Hiatus

                                    

                                          


                          
  The Jingle Ball concerts we appeared in as a group went pretty well to me our best had to be New York at Madison Square Garden. But asa Miami native I also have to say the one in our hometown. The downside though was that even though Miami was our last show as a group for the year, for Camila though it looked like everything was just getting started. She not only sang at every Jingle Ball with Shawn but she also had to go to other shows her had to present at that also included Pitbull's end of the year New Year's Eve bash meaning that she would get even more exposure as a solo artist and none of it would benefit us as a group. 

                          
I on the other had couldn't say a word about any of this because if I even dared to say something then a huge fight would break out. That doesn't mean though that the others and I were happy about any of it. I mean recently got new management that is suppose to get us out there more then we already are and also help us with having reasonable down time but for the moment all they seem to be doing is working in Camila's favor. 

                          
As for my relationship with her nothing has changed. I mean she has become more aware of the things she does but that still doesn't excuse her for everything that is going on. As for me I've decided that I will spend my Christmas with my Family and then New Years with my best Friend Lucy. It's been a long over due trip to Columbia that I had with her and since I now had the time I was going to take advantage of it. As for the Other girls I knew that Dinah, ally , and Normani were excited to be with their families for a long period of time before we started our promo again for our second Album. The only thing though was that with this long break we also knew that the one who would benefit the most once again was Camila since she would be doing more with Shawn meaning no time for her and I to even spend together. 

                          
At the moment though I was enjoying my last day here in Columbia and trying to forget about all the Bullshit that is going own with my group and focusing on spending time with my Friends and her family. 

                          
"Hey Lauren have you seen what's going around on Twitter?" I hear Lucy say to me while we were in the hotel getting ready
                          
"Lucy you know I stay away from social media when I'm on vacation so no I don't know why?" I ask her putting some stuff away 

                          
"Um it's about Camila" She says giving me a sympathetic look and I can tell this can't be good 

                          
"What is it now?" I ask already expecting the worse 

                          
"Well um it looks like Shawn got an appearance on Jimmy Fallon for tomorrow night and well it looks like Camila is going with him to perform on the show" Lucy tells me in a shaky voice already knowing how I get with this situation. 

                          
Like I said Lucy wasn't my best friend in the world for nothing. She knows me and knows how I will react 

                          
"I guess the superstar got what she wanted then" I respond 

                          
"Lauren I know how pissed you are so don't act indifferent with me spill" She tells me giving me a look 

                          
"What do you want me to say that I hate this situation that I can't fucking stand that because she doesn't seem to not see the bigger picture she is hurting the entire group that this isn't just about a stupid single anymore that this is no longer about her helping Fifth Harmony but only helping herself? She knows all this already Lucy. As a group we have argued with her about this a million times I have even broken up with her once over this but she doesn't get it. Even Demi has talked to her about this yet she still doesn't see it. She refuses to see it. And honestly I am done with it all. If I can with you down her it wasn't just because I missed spending time with you it was also to get away from all of that bullshit. I mean Normani, Ally, Dinah, and I already have a back up plan for when she finally sees what is happening and if not we also have a back up. Our fans are already calling us Fourth Harmony because Camila has already checked herself out of the group and honestly if we are tolerating it all is so that we get this second album out and afterwards just have a meeting with the Label and have her released from her fucking contract because we are tired of all of it. We are tired of having our fans second guessing us and our relationship with in the group and if we really get along or not. Lucy you know all this I mean on your father is a music artist he's a solo artist yes but he still knows what this industry does to people and you have seen what it does to people Camila isn't the same anymore she is gone and honestly if the other girls and I let her continue the way she is she's going to end up destroying us in the process of her gaining more fame the way she is doing it." I let out