6 Months later
Louise*pov
"Harry where the hell do you keep disappearing off to?" I shouted throwing my hands up into the air.
"I'm just..arranging something.." I mumbled.
"Well could you at least let me know?! How do I know the you're not cheating on me or something huh?!" I paced around the room.
"Lou just sit down, you don't want to stress out the baby out.." He gently pushed me down onto the sofa
"Please just hint to me Harry.."And let the hormones kick in "..its just.." Now "..I don't want to lose you again" tears tumbled down my face leaving messy tracks down my face.
"I swear on our unborn childs life I'm not cheating on you sweat heart" he looked into my eyes.." I love you so damn much." he pulled me in for a gentle kiss on the lips.
"I love you too Harry"
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"Oh my god Harry" I looked around at the chocolatey mess "what did you do?!" He looked over at me innocent.
"You said you wanted brownies" he mumbled, which cause me to burst into laughter holding onto the side of my large bump.
"Oh god you're too sweet" I sat down at the island in the middle of the kitchen, " but I don't want brownies anymore"
"Are you being serious?" He looked up slightly pissed off.
"Well not ones that have touched every surface of the kitchen!" I winked walking into the living room.
-
A month of late nights.
A month of waking up alone.
Where is he?
Here I am, sat on our bed. Waiting for the lovely Mr Styles once again. You would have thought nothing would have been more important as his 7 and a half months pregnant wife but no.
I pulled back the covers for the bed and hoped in. Giving up in waiting for him to come back home.
"Shhh shhh" I heard gently as I woke, I opened my eyes to see the most amazing thing ever..
"Calum?" I sat up watching Harry hold the little boy who had grown in size and was almost 2 years old..
"Mumma" he giggled and pointed to my belly "balloooon" he laughed and I saw the sparkle in Harrys, he always thought of Cal as his own why couldn't I see that?
"Surprise" Harry smiled. Setting Calum down and the little boy ran to give me a hug, happy tears escaped my eyes... "I'm sorry about not being here..but I thought to myself, I would be nowhere without my mum and that's exactly what this little guy needed" he looked at Calum and then to me, when I soon realised he was crying I ran my fingers through Cals now shaggy hair, which was adorable. And looked at Harry.
I pushed Calum on to his back and got onto my hands and knees above him and started to tickle his sides, "you have and amazing daddy don't you?" He just laughed and lunged about.
I looked up at Harry, "Daddy?"
"Daddy" I smiled.
"Mumma STOP!" He giggled!
"No way mister!" I laughed and Harry squat down and watched us, laughing at how his 7 and a half months pregnant wife attempt to tickle his son.
-
"I need pee" Calum mumbled at Harrys leg.
"No problem buddy!" harry grabbed him and walked to the toilet.
From what I have been told. In about a year of not having my son, he is in training pants. Likes balls, has an obsession with eating fish fingers. Normal child I have.
A week has passed since we got him back.
He rushed into the living room with Harry close behind, he climbed up onto the sofa beside me and Harry plonked down too.
"Mumma?"
"Hmm?"
"Did you eat balloon?" He looked totally serious, me and Harry just looked at each other..
"Buddy, Mummy didn't eat a balloon, that's a baby!" Harry rubbed my tummy I smiled down a Cals face as his eyes widened and jaw dropped.
"MUMMA EAT A BABY?!" He looked like he was gonna cry.
With that me and Harry burst out into laughter our sides hurting.
"OW"I gripped onto my bump.
"Lou?" Harry panicked picking up Calum and setting him into his little play pen. "What's wrong? Is it the baby?"
I couldn't answer him, the pain overwhelming my body. I gripped onto him.
"Harry..it. Hurts" I cried out.
This pain was something different to the twins..
-
It was all a blur, I could barely make out Harry beside me. I couldn't under stand what he was saying as he held onto my hand and kissed me knuckles.
"Its okay sweetheart, its all going to be over soon I promise beautiful"
This birth was different to my other, they had to cut out my little angel.
Everything felt, well, fuzzy.
**
"Louise sweetie?" I felt someone stroking my forehead I opened my eyes to see Louis and Eleanor in the corner of the room rocking their baby girl, Molly.
I leaned onto my elbows and looked at Louis. "Where's Harry? Is the baby okay?" I started to panic.
"Shush (Y/n) calm down, the nurse came in to get Harry to get the baby.." He soothed me.
"Its okay?" I looked at Louis hopelessly..
"Perfect" he looked at El and back me "we'll head out and leave you alone for the baby." He stroked my head and laughed.
"What?" I questioned confused due to Mr Tomlinson.
"My Harry grew up" with that he left the room.
I sat and waited patiently for Harry and my child to come in, I fiddled with the covers that were over my now reduced stomach.
I heard the door creak open and I looked up to see Harry with a small bundle in his arms..
"Say hello to mummy..
Princess"
I gasped.."A girl?"
"A beautiful girl, baby!" A tear slipped from my eye as Harry set out daughter into my arms..she was truly beautiful.. Some brown curls sparsely covered her little head. He little face red. I stroked her delicate cheek.
"Harry?" I spoke up, my eyes still on my daughter.
"Yes baby?" He put his arm around my shoulders and sat on the edge of the bed. Adoring our child aswell.
"Can we call her Lucy?" I looked up at him.
"Anything you want sweetheart"
That was the day little Lucy Amelia Styles was brought into the world..
9th July 2018
"Calum are you ready to meet your baby sister?" Zayn held him as they walked through the door.
If you are wondering there isn't really One Direction anymore..the stress and stuff the boys took a 5 year break which ends in 3 years.. But in the 2 years there has been Niall and Liam just went away..we never really heard from them but we don't question it. Letting them have their alone time.
Eleanor and Louis had a gorgeous baby girl! Zayn and Perrie got married but unfortunately for them Zayn has some slow swimmers..and they can't exactly have their own child but they are looking into adopting.
Harry was in the corner sleeping..poor boy hasn't slept in a while but I couldn't keep Calum waiting any longer.
I held Lucy in my arms, as Zayn held Cal over me to see her. "She have daddys hair..but no more" I take it he meant not as much?
"Yeah she does buddy" Zayn pipped in, " go wake daddy"
Calum went over and gently shook Harry awake.
"Well done Lou, Lucy is beautiful" he kissed my forehead.
"Thanks bro" I winked earning a laughed from Malik.
"No problem sis" he messed my hair up..even more.
"Zayn?" I heard Harry mumble..I looked over to see Calum practically bouncing on him and laughed.
"Yeah man?"
"I'm going to murder you" we all burst into fits of laughter. None of which bothered Lucy.
-
"Look at my grand daughter" Anne gushed through the door into my hospital room. Yes 2 days later I'm still here.
"My little Lucy" Gemma giggled holding the small baby in her arms. "At least she's cute, no offence Lou you and Harry aren't the brightest of people" she looked over to me in my bed.
I shrugged my shoulders "Meh I'm not disagreeing with you" I mused. "But yeah she's gonna be my little heart breaker"
"She hon how are you?" Anne walked over to the bed giving my a kiss on my cheek.
"Brilliant Anne just sore" I tutted and she smirked.
"Yeah Harry came out the same way the little bugger ju-"
"Okay Mum that's enough" Harry walked through the door with coffees.
Anne threw her hands up in defence "All I was saying you would know she was your child" she grabbed her sons cheeks and "awkward as hell" she kissed his nose.
"Yea love you too mum"
-
I was laying in the hospital bed watching Harry look over Lucy in her little crib.
"Louise.." Harry whispered to me.
"Yes?"
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"For giving me the perfect life. For giving my her, and Calum. Thank you for staying in the hardest of times. The pain you went through and I am so proud of you."
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because i am
-L.x
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