The rest of the was celebrated with loving friends and well family now, it was amazing knowing that my mother didn't want me but Anne was treating me like a daughter and I am so thankful for that.
Tomorrow me and Harry leave for our honeymoon, we are leaving the kids with Louis and Eleanor .. god love my children!
At the moment I was laying up on the bed of mine and Harry's hotel room Liam and Danielle have the kids right now to give me and Harry some alone time, but ever since I fell pregnant with the twins I haven't had sex.. and honestly as you could tell I haven't had the of experience in that department but for Harry I'm willing to do it.
Harry swaggered on over to me on the bed.
"Well hello there Mrs Styles" he smirked leaning down to kiss me on the lips and stroke the side of my face lightly. "Hi there handsome" I smiled up.
He lay down on the bed with me, we both lay on our sides facing eachother and smiling, "You look so beautiful in that dress" he said running a hand down my side and leaning in to my ear "but I bet you would look even better without it" he whispered I smirked at him and made quick action in pushing him onto his back and straddling him.
I leaned down and pecked his lips "is that so styles?"
and with that he pulled at the buttons on the back of my wedding dress and pulling the front down to expose my breasts...
SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT
He brought his large hands up and began to knead them making me moan in response, he gently flipped us over so I was under him, he stood up and pulled my dress off my body leaving me in just my panties I heard him whisper a 'perfect' under his breath making me smile.
He unbuttoned his white shirt, throwing it to the side and doing the same thing to his suit trousers leaving him in his briefs and socks I laughed at them they read 'yo I'm getting married today' he looked down at them and giggled to himself and pulled them off too.
He cam back to me and kissed my lips and gently down my neck, through the valley of my breasts down my stomach and stopping of the elastic of my panties, he hooked a finger on the elastic and pulled them down revealing my now wet core, he smiled "Well don't you look.. well.. juicy".
He cupped his hand over my heat and began to circle my clit I moaned out in pleasure, he lifted his hand away and I gasped in detest "oh enjoying that were you?" he smirked, I shrugged "meh" he laughed "Then my beautiful wife you will enjoy this a little better" he brought his head down and began to well...eat me out..ha..
"Oh my god Harry please don't stop" I cried out in pleasure, it rippled all through my body he suddenly added a finger to the mix pumping it in and out, I grabbed a hold of his curly locks "Harry please do-" I was cut off by an orgasm taking over my body.
Harry pulled his head away and I saw a massive bulge in his downstairs area, he pulled off his briefs and his very large erection sprung up hitting his stomach and I gasped he gently climbed on top of me"are you read beautiful?" he asked
, I nodded "of course Harry" I pulled his ear down to my mouth and whispered "I will always be ready for the love of my life" with that he eased into me causing me to whimper in oain "(Y/N) we don't ha-"
"No Harry I want to" he nodded and continued.
He did this action over and over until I broke.
"Harry..ple..please g.. go faster"
He picked up speed and I felt myself going over the edge "Harry I'm gonna-" he cut me off "me too honey together" with that my walls clenched around him and his juices flowed into me.
SMUT OVER SMUT OVER SMUT OVER
"I love you Louise Styles" Harry panted as he fell down beside me.
"I love you too Harry Styles" with that we snuggled into each other.
-I woke up to aches through my body, I groaned and rubbed the arm Harry had wrapped around me, which woke him up "Good morning beautiful" he kissed the back of my shoulder, "Good morning handsome" I smirked turning myself around and pecking his cute little button nose.
"So Lou our bags are packed we leave in 5 hours how about we get ready and spend the day with Amelia and Calum?" he smiled at me.
"That would be perfect."
I hopped out of bed bring the sheet with me to the shower which left Harry laying there naked "OI" he laughed. "Oops" I skipped.
I showered done minimum make-up and a simple plait. I wore demin skinnies with a black blouse and white converser. I walked out to find Harry ready and waiting wearing a floral shirt, black skinnies and brown boots.
"You ready to pick up the demons?" Harry laughed "Demons?! What demons the only thing we are picking is two beautiful angels" I laughed walking over to him and wrapping my arms around his neck "You're one good mum" he pecked my lips "Why thank you you're one good dad" his smiled faded a little.
"Hey! whats up?" I looked into his eyes.."well..you know what it doesn't mat-" he shook his head "YES Harry it does matter..tell me, please" I urged him on.
"Well they aren't really mine are they? I love them honestly but I want us to have children of our own maybe one..or two or maybe even three I don't care aslong as we have kids together Lou" I looked as a tear rolled down his face "It's just sometimes I can't look at Amelia and Calum..knowing that their father is a dirty rapist but none of the less I love them, I just want to know the feeling of having a kid of my own" he held onto my hand we looked into each others watery eyes..
"Harry I will give you kids until I no longer can..as long as you stand by my side" I smiled at him, he brought me into a bone crushing hug.
"I fucking love you" he moaned lifting me off my feet and spinning around, I tipped my head back and laughed "I fucking love you too Styles"
We picked up Amelia and Calum and walked around Oxford Street a while shopping these kids are spoilt we bought some cute new clothes then we sat down in a cute little cafe to feed them and get something to eat ourselves.
The twins were both asleep in their pram and me and Harry ate.
"So Styles still not telling me where this honeymoon is, eh?" I tilted my head, he smiled "Not a chance..Styles" he winked and laughing at me pouting at him.
We continued to talk and I heard the little bell above the door chime and I looked over and the breath hitched in my throat when I saw it.
That blonde mop and grunge boy style.
Ashton..
"Lou are you okay?" Harry asked I looked at him and nodded "Y-yeah.. why?" I asked stealing a horrid boy who was now at the counter, is it bad I could smell the drugs and smoke off him already? ew.
"It's just you looked a little pale.." Harry said looking worried.
"No no no I'm okay love" I smiled. I shook my head of Ashton. "So what time is it we leave again?" I asked, Harry pulled out his phone "In about 2 hours hon, we still have some time with the kids" he smiled.
"Ah o-"
"Louise?" A deep voice cut me off I looked up to a face I didn't want to see.
"Remember me?" Ashton smiled.
LOL BYE
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My Reason to Live
FanfictionThings were okay for Louise. Well amazing actually she had the perfect boyfriend, Harry Styles, the guy all girls wanted to be with but there was one problem. In Louise's mind all them girls were 100% better than her. She was nothing worth looking...