Chapter 18: Angry Alpha

                                    

                                          
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...!!! Angelo POV !!!...
                          
I was standing at the lake with a single purple rose. I had my black suit jacket over my shoulders. My white button up shirt was untucked with the buttons on top loosed up a bit with my tie open. I bend down and raised my black dress pants up a little bit. I laid the single rose near the shore of the lake. I started thinking about the memories I had with my lover Zoryna. I notice a single tear that had rolled down my cheeks. I stood up and walked back through the wood.

                          
I was standing in my balcony thinking about that day. It was a month ago and the day of the funeral. We had 15 members of our pack who had died in the battle field. It was a really sad day for everyone. One of the pack members who did a speech had said a little about Z. I would've done it but I just couldn't go up there and talk. I was so devastated about Z and everyone who lives were lost. 
                          
I heard the door to my balcony open. I turned to the side and saw Raphie standing next to me. 
                          
"Angelo, your mom told me to tell you that dinner is ready". I kept looking towards the sky. 
                          
"I'm not hungry. You can go back down". He sighed. 
                          
"Look Angelo, I know how you feel but it's been a month. I'm not saying you need to forget about her. You need to move on". That's when I got angry and turned to him. 
                          
"No you don't know how I feel. You and the others all have your mates. I'm not about to go sit down there watching all of you being all cuddly when my mate is gone. As I said you can go back downstairs". I turned back around and it was quiet for a minute until I heard him leave. 
                          
After a hour, I decided to go downstairs to fix my plate and just come back and eat in my room. I went downstairs and everyone was in the living room talking. As I got there, the room got quiet. I went to the kitchen and got a drink of water. My mom came in with my plate wrapped up. She handed it to me. I grabbed it heading to leave until she grabbed my arm. 
                          
"Honey, I don't like how you are going the way you are. Don't you think you can stop excluding yourself. It might help you to move on and just go back to yourself". I got so angry that I took it out on the plate. I threw the plate of food across the kitchen. It hit the wall and all of it fell down to the ground in pieces. My mom was shocked. Everyone from the dining room came to look at what happen. I started yelling. 
                          
"I need everyone to stop telling me this and that. None of you understand how it feels to lose a mate so stay off my back". I went out through the back and shifted into my wolf form. It was nighttime with the moon out. I ran and ran until I got to the lake. I saw the flower was floating on the surface of the lake. I saw my wolf reflection in the lake. I looked up to the moon and howled really loud. 
                          
I laid down near the lake. I was hurting so deep. I just missed her so much. I wish she can come back. I was at the lake for a good few hours. I decided to get up and head back. I stopped in front of the back door and shifted. I picked up my clothes that was left by the door. I went and sat in the living room. It was dark and quiet, I'm guessing everyone went to bed. 
                          
I laid back on the couch thinking about Z. I didn't realized I had dozed off until I felt someone shaking me. I sat up rubbing my eyes. I looked and saw it was Izzy with a glass of water. She handed it to me and I took it. She sat next to me while I was drinking. I placed it back on the table. 
                          
"Thanks Izzy". 
                          
"your Welcome". It was silent for a minute.
                          
"You know Angelo. I can't say I know how it feel to lose a mate, but I do know how you feel on losing someone you loved. I did love Z as a sister. I miss her just as much and everyone else as well. I just hating seeing you like this you know. It just hurts to see my big brother like this". 
                          
I turned my head to see tears going down her cheeks. I put my arms around her and started comforting her. 
                          
"I know Izzy. I'm just so hurt right now because I love Z. She was the best thing that happened to me since Victoria. I don't like seeing myself like this but it's going to take some times". I took my thumb and wiped the tears. 
                          
"So I need you to cheer up for me okay. Everything is going to be okay". I started tickling her. "I need you to cheer up and smile for me". 
                          
"hahahahaha okaaaay Angelo stop tickling me. I'm smiling see". I stopped tickling her once I saw her smiling. 
                          
"So uhm Angelo. I don't know how to ask you but are you still coming to my birthday party next weekend. I understand if you wouldn't want to come because of what happened". 
                          
"Of course I am. I wouldn't miss my best sister birthday in the world". She started to laugh. 
                          
"That's because I'm your only sister. I'm glad you will be attending". 
                          
"Yeah me too, so now it's pretty late. Let's go upstairs and rest". 
                          
We both got up from the couch, went upstairs, and went to our separate room to sleep. 
                          
Zoryna POV
                          
I felt something soft under me which was a bed. I opened my eyes. I put my head up and saw I was in my bedroom in the cabin. Everything looked the same. I decided to get in the shower. After the shower, I went downstairs to see if everything was the same as well. 
                          
I was in the living room after touring the house. Everything looked the same and not touched. I went to the kitchen to make me a cup of tea. As I was walking, I saw an envelope under my front door. I opened the door to see if anyone put it there. 
                          
I looked down and saw different flowers, candles, teddy bears, and some cards. I guess it was from me dying. I grabbed everything and put it on top of the kitchen counter. I started looking at the cards. They were so sweet. There were cards from the pack members, and some of the creatures from the battlefield. I decided to grab the flowers and put them in different vases since there were so many. 
                          
When I went back to grab the rest of the things, there was one letter I had missed. It was in an envelope that didn't have anything on it. I went to go sit on the couch bringing my tea with me. I opened it and unfolded the letter. I started to read it and already knew who it was from.
                          
Dear My Love, 
                          
I just want to say it took me a while to even write this letter. I don't even know if you're ever going to see it, let alone read it. I want to say that ever since the first day I saw you, I loved you. I was just in denial from what Victoria did to me. You helped me to be happy again and just to live life. The day of the war, when I saw you falling down from the sky, my heart was just ripped out of my soul. I knew something was wrong. When I confirmed it myself that you were gone, I knew I couldn't live anymore. I was dead from that moment on. Wherever you are, I hope you are watching over me. I miss you so much and everyone as well. No one would ever take your place. Even if I do get another mate by some miracle, it would never be the same. I would never forget you. You would forever be in my heart. I Love You so much Z. Don't forget me. 
                          
							Your Love and Mate, Angelo. 
                          
I started tearing up a little bit. I put the letter on top of my chest. I missed him so much even though it was just for a day. I knew I had to go back. I knew just the plan for that. I'm just hoping everyone is ready for me because I'm coming back and for good.