Pro #6 - The excitement of everything
I don't know what it is that I expected. Ok that's a lie, I do. I thought that the minute we walked into Jared's apartment...our apartment, he be carrying me bridal style before throwing me on his kitchen counter and having his wicked way with me. But of course that was only wishful thinking.
I really don't remember the wedding ceremony much. I'd like to say that Jared and I exchanged sweet and endearing words of our future hopes and dreams and so on but everything went by so quickly and in such a blur. I had plastered on a fake smile and had said so many "Thank you's" to everyone who wanted to congratulate us. I don't understand why our families where being delusional and acting as if this marriage was the real deal. It was driving me nuts. Lola's mom, my new mother in law couldn't stop talking about what a blast Jared and I were going to have while re-decorating the apartment for the baby. I had to stop myself several times from rolling my eyes into the back of my head. I didn't even want the whole ceremony but of course our public-pleasing parents weren't going to let either of their children be the hot topic of discussion amongst their friends, so instead, they were pretending that Jared and I had a 'legitimate' marriage under 'normal circumstances'.
"What are you thinking about?" Conner asked me, snapping me out of my irritable mood, maybe it was the whole wedding vibe that was putting me off. I was never one for celebrations.
"Everything" I said, rolling my eyes.
We both laughed but it was one of those 'What are you going to do now' laughs and that made me even more miserable.
"Frozen yogurt later? Wait, have you had any cravings yet? pickles in ice cream? chilli sauce and milk?" He asked
"Not really...I guess that will start happening after the first trimester is over, which is soon" I said, patting my almost non-existent baby bump.
Before Conner could say anything, I decided to take him up on his frozen yogurt deal.
"You wanna go now? In that?" He asked, eyeing my 'wedding dress'.
"Of course not, I have a few bags packed in Jared's car, let me just ask him if I can get a change of clothes. You get Lo and the car keys while I do that..."
He nodded and went off to find the third part of our tripod. I found Jared at the bar with his best man and I'm assuming best friend. For someone who just got forced into an arranged marriage he looked pretty chilled.
"Hey, can we talk for a sec?" I asked Jared, expecting him to walk with me, but of course he didn't, he just stood there expectantly with his friend looking at us. I'm sure he felt awkward for the both of us so I decided I really didn't need to be engaging in any extra conversation with him.
"Can I get a change of clothes from your car" I asked when he still hadn't responded to my 'can we talk'
"Sure" He said, handing the car keys to me.
I found a change of clothes and quickly went to put them on in the bathroom. Lola and Conner were waiting for me outside by Conner's car, all I had to do was return Jared's car keys. This time when I approached he was in deep conversation with his friend so I cleared my throat and waited for him to notice me. When he did look in my direction,
"Where are you going?" He asked, looking dumb founded.
"Er..uhm Conner is taking us for dessert I think" I said, looking at the floor.
He sighed, breathed in and grabbed my hand before hauling me...ok maybe hauling is a bit of an exaggeration...but yes, he was taking me against my own will to God knows where and of course attracted whispers and stares from the coveted wedding guests.
When we got outside,
"Get in" He instructed, holding the passenger door of his car open. I obliged.
"Where are we going?" I asked, when he started pulling out of his parents driveway.
"Home, you're my wife. It doesn't look good for my image if you go off with your friends immediately after our wedding"
Oh.
And here I was getting hot because I had thought his primal instincts where kicking in and he couldn't wait to sprawl me on his bed and consummate our marriage.
We got to his apartment and he didn't even bother to get my bags he just ushered me up the stairs. But then again, do the rich and wealthy get their own bags when they have servants galore waiting on their hand and feet?
He opened the door, shut it and pinned me up against it. I started feeling dizzy, in a good way. My chest was tightening and I didn't want the feeling to go away. He started whispering in my ear and shivers went down my spine,
"That innocent look you have going on ripping me apart...every time I saw you in that white dress I wanted to bend you over and take what is now lawfully mine" I heard the grin in his voice.
I had no idea what was going on, ok I did but it felt so good I didn't even know where to begin. He was touching me everywhere and I was touching him back. I scratched and bit because at times the pleasure I was feeling was too overwhelming.
We didn't even make it to the bedroom.
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oh dear sexy Jared ;) don't you just love him
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