HIS' POV
I lost her because of my PRIDE. This tupid pride I've been living with.
I love her more than my life but You took her away.
Have I done something wrong?
I gave her everything she wanted. Care, LOVE, everything.
But why do You have to take her?
"Zayn, please. Stop doing this to yourself. Jessica would'nt like seing you like that." Harry said while pulling a bottle of alcohol from my hand.
I let go of it and grabbed Harry by his collars.
"YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY HER NAME!!! and HOW CAN SHE SEE ME....
SHE'S ALREADY DEAD!!!" I was about to punch him but Liam grabbed my knockles and Louis pulled Harry away from me.
"Zayn, we care for you. You're our Best bud." Liam said while tapping my shoulders. I removed his hand away from my shoulders.
I walked towards the table and dranked my drink.
Why do they always say that?
My life is done ok. She's gone.
She's my everything but know she's nothing.
I never thought I would be this messed up just because of a girl.
"We'll give you time to think. You have a life ahead of you Zayn. Don't waste it just because of a girl"
I ignored them and continued drinking.
I heard the door closed.
