Joseph Just Leave

                                    

                                          
November 27
                          
Brienna left and my cousin Annalynne came over this morning. Annalynne looks like Brienna but she always wears long, blonde pigtails. That is her signature hairstyle. I haven't seen Annalynne since December! 
                          
But she was increasingly fearful when she discovered Joseph was at our house. He tried to rape her last year. When Joseph walked by the bedroom Annalynne and I were in, Anna laid down by the bed on the side Joseph couldn't see. But when Anabelle asked if Annalynne was here, Joseph heard, and he came toward the doorway where Annalynne and I were now standing. He tried to climb over the gate as we backed up, and then Mrs. Meredith hollered at him and said she was going to call the cops. That man should be AFRAID to do anything in front of Mrs. Meredith. I also hope he doesn't try to hurt her or anything, just to get her out of the way so he can do things to us. 
                          
Life wanted me to teach her to play my favorite song Bulletproof on the piano, and I couldn't even do it right half the time! I don't even know any other songs to play that I can actually play right. 
                          
Annalynne and I stayed in the bedroom reading, and we were doing so good and then in came Joseph. He stood there and at first, we tried to pretend we were asleep. But seeing as he would take that opportunity to do something bad to us, we stayed awake. He STILL tried to do something to us! He began to get on top of us, and he still had clothes on but he wouldn't have for long if Mrs. Meredith hadn't come to the bedroom and told him sharply that she was about to call the police. He left us alone. 
                          
Annalynne and I went to Kroger with my mom. The two of us were gussied up and hoped people would glance in our direction, thinking they saw someone famous. They wouldn't have seen Annalynne, though. We almost died walking in the heels we were wearing. Nonetheless, it was good for us to be away from Joseph. 
                          
When we got home, Annalynne, Lynn, and I screamed at Family Feud. So what else is new? Stacey was watching, too, probably wondering what was the matter with us. 
                          
Ms. Dolly, Karilee, Ms. Scarletissa, Mrs. Stacissa, and Isica came back, and they watched Snoopy Come Home with the rest of us, except Stacey and Joseph: I have no idea where Stacey went and and Joseph just didn't watch the movie with us (thankfully). I started to cry as that sad song came on when Lila was writing to Snoopy and crying. That part gets me every time. I think Dolly noticed me crying. Life and Annalynne cried throughout the movie, too. Life was sitting in her mom's lap. 
                          
When my mom was going to bed, she p*ssed me off, telling me how long we would be allowed to stay at Red Lobster tomorrow and she knows I hate when she does that because who can have fun doing anything knowing there's a time limit?!?! She just needs to shut up. I actually started to cry because she kept annoying me and Ms. Dolly came and hugged me. I'm so bipolar that I kept laughing while I was crying. I'm crazy. 
                          
Dolly took me to the other bedroom and I kept crying. She couldn't stop hugging me because she hates to see her little princess crying. She asked me why I was really crying, so I told her how annoying my mother was. Ms. Dolly figured that it had been one of those moments when I got so annoyed that it made me cry, which has happened to her before. But Dolly also said I was probably stressed out about something else, and then she said, "...You don't have a best friend, do you?" I busted into fresh tears as soon as she said that because of course I had a best friend, but I knew she meant an Internet best friend. I was crying because I really wanted an online best friend I could talk to. It's hard not having one. 
                          
Ms. Dolly said that something that helps her to stop crying for a while was to cry about everything that was upsetting me at all and then I wouldn't have anything else to cry about. She told me she used to cry a lot, and she said that whenever she'd cry about Brad breaking up with her, she'd decide to cry about everything else that was hurting her at the time. That was just her example. I told her if I had an Internet best friend, I'd probably feel a lot better. But I knew I shouldn't be crying so much, because we're going to have fun tomorrow at Red Lobster going to see Sheri. I just hope my mom doesn't rush us like she usually does. 
                          
Later, Annalynne was crying because she had fallen off the chair onto the floor, hitting her backside. She sat back on the chair and put her head on the table, bawling. It was funny but I comforted her anyway. 
                          
Joseph was in the kitchen and Lynn and I went to get Mrs. Meredith, who had to get him out. He actually told her NO at first, and that is never a good thing to say to her. She got him to exit the kitchen not long after that. That Joseph is a mess, and I won't even tell you what he and Jamie have been doing. 
                          
Xoxo~ M