Everything Will Change

                                    

                                          
Nash led me out of the room, handing me my duffle bags and jacket, I walked downstairs hurrying while Nash stalled Hayes long enough for me to get to the door. 
                          
"Be careful." He warned, leaving me on my way with a kiss on the cheek. I looked up the driveway and ran, I looked back at the house, Hayes going crazy yelling at Nash. I ran to the edge of the gravel, looking both ways before I darted down the street, in hopes of seeing Shawn on the porch. I see him, sitting on the porch with his head in his hands, and I believe tears streamed down his face, he figure did not seem pleasant, sitting with his legs placed in front of him, head in hands. I ran down the driveway, dropped my bags at the step, and cried. My body shook as I became overly overwhelmed, he looked at me with sadness in his eyes, but perked up when he saw me. He jumped up and jumped down the three short steps and picked me up, twirling me in the air. I laugh at how tight he's holding me, and he does too, he missed me. A lot. I can feel his hot tears staining my shirt, he lifts his head up and kisses me. 
                          
"I missed you so much babe." He said breaking the kiss. He walks me into the house carrying all but one of my duffle bags, the lightest one. I grab that one.
                          
"Mommy!" My little girls cry, their eyes lit up like Christmas trees when they saw me. I smile and drop my duffle bag, arms open, they both run into my arms. 
                          
"Are you still mad?" Shawn asked, making me stop smiling and get up, the girls grabbed my bag and ran to the living room with it. 
                          
"At you? No, at Hayes? Yes. He planned this, he wanted me to miscarry the baby, he wanted me to come crawling back to him." I say, that is not Hayes, something is up, probably with an ex that doesn't like me or something. 
                          
"Baby, don't worry about it right now. All that matters is that you are here, and safe, and we are getting married tomorrow. Get some sleep and we'll talk about it in the morning." He said and sent me on my way upstairs, and into bed. He made me a cup of hot tea and gave me an amazing shoulder rub. 
                          
"Are you ready for bed?" He asked, I nod and yawn. He turns the light off and crawls back in bed next to me. The girls were already fast asleep in their room, Shawn made sure of it. 
                          
"Baby?" he asked. I nod and open my eyes. 
                          
"What?" I ask with a ruff tone. 
                          
"We'll have a boy someday right?" He asked. I know he wants a little boy so bad. I nod and smile. 
                          
"A little boy that will look just like you, and act like me." I say laughing. That might not be a good thing. 
                          
"When we get married, will everything change?" I ask. He nods. 
                          
"Everything will change." He replied. Soon enough we both fell asleep and the alarm clock went off at 8, the wedding is at 3, I still need to pick my dress up, and Shawn said he would get the cake and makes sure the boys were up so they can help set up.