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I started to fix myself.

I researched all these diets. 

I started doing the liquid diets---which consisted of just clear soups. 

But it turned into a water diet.

I was just drinking water.

I didn't want food, anymore.

I got mad at people who tried to offer me food.

They didn't notice my lack of eating, though.

So going through the weeks and months was easy.

I learned how to use a blade that year.

I cut away at my frustration.

I cut away at my excess skin. 

I didn't want this.

I didn't want to be here. 

What is this feeling?



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