Why? *

                                    

                                          
Why?
                          
Why can't I be her
                          
Why can't I be with him instead
                          
Why...
                          
Well for one
                          
He likes her more
                          
But she's ugly
                          
She's blonde 
                          
And has worst acne
                          
But yet he's still with her
                          
And yet he's still a flirt
                          
He glaces at me all the time
                          
He stares sometimes
                          
And everytime we pass each other
                          
Both of us say 'Hi'
                          
Once he walked by and smiled at me
                          
Everyone's so sure he likes me
                          
He said kind of
                          
I don't know what he means
                          
It breaks my heart 
                          
That he won't tell me
                          
Maybe he's afraid 
                          
I don't feel the same way
                          
Or maybe
                          
He doesn't like me
                          
And didn't wanna hurt me
                          
By saying it
                          
Were never gonna be together
                          
No matter how much I dream of it
                          
Or how many people say 
                          
'It'll happen you just need to be paient'
                          
I can't stay like this
                          
Hurting myself
                          
Because I don't have the guts
                          
To ask him out.