chapter 14: can we try this again?

                                    

                                          
*1 year later* (Kimmy is now 15)
                          
Today was the dreaded adoption day and everyone had to wake up early. So I woke up and did my morning routine. My hair was now just black. I was wearing a pair of galaxy leggings and a Panic! At the disco shirt with knee-high converse with purple laces. I grabbed my rib cage heart necklace. I grabbed my phone,I had to buy a new one since my old one is gone, and my headphones and walked downstairs listening to music. Humming quietly to the lyrics I went into the lounge. The lounge had dusty chairs and dusty windows and looked like it has been abandoned for years. Which it probably has since no one but me comes in here. I found out there is a tunnel from here to my room so I can sneak in here if needed. "Casey go wake up mute, she knows she should be awake." Panicking I ran through the tunnel and into my room and right before Casey opened the door I flung it open, almost hitting her in her nose. Oops. 'Sorry' I texted her. She said "it's fine. And you know, you can talk to me, I won't judge. Those bitches Stephanie and Mel are annoying and I don't like them either" I nodded at her and we went down stairs in a comfortable silence. We got to the bottom and Casey asked if I wanted breakfast. My eyes widen a little and I shook my head no. "But you haven't eaten for like a good two weeks" 'I haven't ate for more than that' I thought. I sighed. I know the 11 year old won't give up. I took an apple and tries to eat it. I successfully did but my stomach started to hurt so I ran up to my room. I threw up and sighed after cleaning my self up. I got a different shirt. It was a shirt that said ' to weird to live, to rare to die' and I wore a blue and black flannel over it. I went back down stairs to see Casey looking at the ground guilty. I sighed and hugged her. I softly whispered "it wasn't your fault, you didnt know" she seemed surprised that I whispered. But no one else heard me. I heard stumbling down stairs and an "ow. Fucking bitch stairs" I giggled. That was Jordan. "Morning mute!" He shouted. I didn't have a problem with everyone calling me mute. Jordan was the only one who knew my name. But I asked him to not to tell anybody else. I waited in the secret lounge with Jordan and we mostly just looked at each other awkwardly. He leaned close to my face. He put his forehead on mine. I got lost in his beautiful Hazel eyes. Ooo someone's got a cwush I heard the voice inside my head. This time it wasn't negative. Wow. S-shut up I told it. He's gonna kiss you. My face flushed when I releazied how close our faces are. He leaned into me more. His lips crashed into mine. I sat there shocked for about 6 seconds until I kisses back and wrapped my arms around his neck. We pulled apart and we were now both standing and both of our faces were flushed. "I-im s-sorry I d-didn't know why i-i d-did that- i-" I put a finger on his lips to shoosh him. I softly whispered in his ear "thanks, for that. I've wanted to do it ever since we met." He hugged me and I hugged back. "Girls age 15-17 come into the lounge. We are going two at a time for interviews." I sighed and showed Jordan the tunnel and he went to my room and I told him to stay there and I ran down stairs and into the lounge. "Ok first up mute and Lissa" I got up with Lissa and went into the interview room. Who i saw in there made me drop to the floor crying. It was niall. He brought me back but why would he show up again two years later? Does he still care about me? No! He hates you remember, that's why he gave you back! He didn't want you, a worthless little depressed girl. "S-shut the fuck up! It isn't true, he came back!" I screamed at the voice. Niall looked at me funny. Lissa looked shocked. She helped me off the floor and wipes my tears away. She was calming me down. "Hi. I'm niall, you girls are?" "I'm Lissa, and this is mute, no one knows her name, except Jordan, because she's a mute. All I know is that she was brought back here two years ago by a guy named- wait a mintue- YOU ASSHAT! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO BROUGHT HER BACK!" niall looked shocked at her sudden outburst. She smaked him and grabbed my wrist while dragging me back to the lounge. "So, who does he want next?" "I don't think hes coming back" Lissa confessed we had two other families here. Well one was just a lady and the other was a young couple that looked like about 20. I wonder why they would want a daughter that's 5 years younger than them. Eh. We went to the lady next. She didn't like the fact that I was mute. So she sent me back. We went to the couple and they adopted Lissa, they almost adopted me but they asked my favorite food and I wrote 'I can't eat, I will throw it up' they sent me back and Lissa hugged me before she left. Every body was gone. The next people came in looking for boys 12-14 which was lucky for me because Jordan is 15 like me. The day finally went by and Jordan had crashed in my room...on my bed. I blushed but got into the bed and snuggled against his sleeping form. I drifted off to sleep and I was extremely warm and comfortable. 
                          
Pic above is what Kimmy looks like now