Never In A Nightmare

                                    

                                          
MEGA WARNING DONT YOU DARE TRY THIS CHAPTER PLEASE. THIS IS IN A STORY ONE SMAL FANTASY DONT YOU EVEN FUCKING DARE 
                          
Chapter 16
                          
           No. No. Why did I go threw the front door. I should have known they would wait for me. I curled up into a ball. As I did I felt my head kicked and my neck grabed up so that I was standing.
                          
           "Where the hell where you?" My mom questioned she spunded calm but I knew she was drunk. I wimpered. She dropped me and my dad chocked me dragging me to my room. Mom right behind him. He threw me into my room having my bang my head against the wall. "We don't have time for you little shit. And you can have this till tomorrow when it gets burned." She threw in my pikachu. I yanked it into my arms and my dad laughed.
                          
            "Pathetic." He then slammed the door locking it. I breathed hard and fast not knowing what went threw my mind thinking running away was ok. I have done it before but never would have I done it when I knew they where both drunk, never in a nightmare. Never in a nightmare? I must be joking myself my life is a nightmare. This is no fairy tail no day dream just a nightmare. Everything I ever thought could is something out of a book. Everything is a lie. Everything is wrong. Love does'nt exsist.
                          
           I woke up to myself with blood on my arms and a tear stained face. Everything flooded threw me. The laughing, the joy. But it all stopped like a day dream as I remembered my nightmare life. As I remembered the yelling and what would become of today. I looked down at the blood that was across my arms and smiled at the crimson color. Maybe I wouldn't need to go threw what will happen maybe I can just let it all go into a fairy tail into a dream. Im fascinated with the thought of a dream and thats all I want is a dream no more nightmares. I wouldn't see Andy again but for a moment it didn't matter because if being an angel is true I could still be with him. But I would be sent to hell. Ugh all my silly thoughts flodding my head are killing me. I'm sick of these silly thought. Let's face it. It would be better if I left. Mom and Dads messes wouldn't be covered anymore and they would be taken for good so Connie and the boys would be safe. Connie doesn't need me anyways and im only a thing to mess with for the boys. I only met Andy so there isn't much he would lose and I had no friends in the first place. I'm better of dead. 
                          
          I knew I had to do it then. I could go in so many ways. A peaceful pillow rest? I would die with no breath left and no one would hear my muffled cry it would be calming. A hanging fle to the pass life? It would be quick and I would fly the whole time. A nice soak in the bath? I love to be in water but its easy to spring back up to life same as the pillow rest. Hmm. Pills to take the pain away? Maybe, it would take nothing much and all I would have to do is take moms pills away from her and slip into sleep. Or I could slit a cut deep onto my body. Anywhere if it was deep enough but it would be so bloody. My mind wondered threw the possibilities. I came to a conclusion out of all the ways to go and I choose to take a simple peaceful and helpful way out. I walked out of my bedroom realizing everyone was still asleep and I went down stairs quietly and slowly as to not make a sound. I walked to the cabinet field with pills with no perscrtied might I add. I looked thew all of them and I found one for sleeping. I thought it was perfect. An eternal dream. I smiled gripping the bottle and went up stairs shutting my door quietly. I opened the bottle looking at all the pills. I grabbed the water bottle I always keep next my bed on a small sidetable. I gripped both things in my hand tightly giving a shaky breath. I jumped as I heared a door open and placed the bottle back on the side table and placed the cap back on the bottle and slid into my bed pretending to be asleep just incase it was the boys or Connie. I gripped the pills in the bottle close to my chest shaking. I shut my eyes tight as I heard my door swing open. 
                          
         "Me and your dad are going to take the little brats to a place and grab things from a store then head to the bar we will be back for what you deserve when we get back and don't you dare think about running away again or your punishment will be greater then you think." I felt as my eyes started to water hearing my hungover mom speck. I sat up knowing she wouldn't buy it that I'm asleep. She had her hair in a messy braid dressed like a hooker might clevage showing and her very VERY short shorts clung to her tightly she had high hills and her make up was caked on her. I figured why people say caked because it looked like neatly place frosting on her face. She looked pretty I must admit and I'm suprised she had me. Connie it made sence but me. I was a mistake and it was obvious. I nodded slowly after scanning her in response to what she had said. I then noticed she held a bottle of vodka and i looked down knowing she was gonna be so drunk if she already was drinking before she went to the bar. She smirked and slammed the door. I heard Connie yell and dad yell at the boys to get up and get dressed. I knew the boys would do as told but Connie always needs me to get her dressed but I knew if I webt out if this room and they where out there it would be worse. My ddor swing open and Connie came flying. "GET THIS FUCKER DRESSED WE DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS SHIT SO HURRY UP SLUT!" I rushed to Connie. I didn't have an urge to punch my mom. I felt as though I became week and I knew even more I had to die even sooner. I got Connie dressed and gave her a hug as she cried before mom ripped her from me. 
                          
          "CONNIE NO! CONNIE! NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS! CONNIE!" I screamed for her but got a slap and a kick to the stomach then to the face the back to the stomach.
                          
           "SHUT UP ROTTEN BITCH. FOR GOD SAKE SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNT!" My dad yelled and slanmed the door. I cpuld still hear Connie scream. They can't do this. But they did. I just want to die so bad. I stood up and screamed at the top off my lungs screaming in anger as though a battle had been faught and all my men died. Thats a weird thinbg to compare to but it felt like that. I felt as though the three little warriors died. They where taken away from me and I wanted to kill anything that stood in the way of me and them. I chucked a lamp at a mirror hearing both shatter. I threw everything everywhere causeing a mess and distruction was all it took. All I wanted. I looked at the only place I hadn't destroyed and saw my bottle on the side table. I cried and ran to it grabbinng the pills I hid under the pillow. I opened the bottle hastily. Taking a hand full and gulffing them down with the water. Then took another hand ful then one last till the bottle filed was no longer filed but empty. I smiled but felt immediately a haze pulling me under and collapsed on the floor.
                          
           This is it. I'm gonna dream. I'm gonna fly. I'm not in this nightmare.
                          
*ANDY'S POV*
                          
I walked smiling knowing she would be surprised. I just hoped that ger parents didn't catch her. The basterds ever touch her and I will kill them befor they kill her. I felt werid. I didn't know this feeling but it felt nice. I care about (Y/N) a lot. I can't lose her. I smiled as I got to her house. I looked around her yard for a rope and found one pulling on it seeing the weird hammock thing swing around. I laughed a little finding a step stool hidden in a bush. I laughed again smiling at her planning ahead because she is so short. I only needed the first to steps to get on the hammock. I shook as it wobbled under me then grabbed onto the roof. Yes I made it. I brushed some dirt of my pants and looked up at the window finding inside of it a trashed and destroyed bedroom. What the? No they couldn't have touched her. I knew the parent's weren't there for when I was walking I saw them drive away a little while ago. They can't take her. No. If they have. I shuttered and walked to the window opening it. "(Y/N)?" I called and stepped in. "(Y/N) please be here. Please answer me." I steped over things that were broken or just thrown down. I froze once I saw what seemed to be a foot. I threw my self across the room to try to see who was on that side I cupped my hands around my mouth seeing (Y/N) spralled across the floor her hand loosely holding a pill bottle and a water bottle spilling water. I froze comprehending what she had done. "(Y/N) NO NO (Y/N)!" I screamed.