It was the worst feeling in the world I thought that my break up with Austin hurt but I guess I wrong. This hurt a million more. It's been 3 days since I last saw her too, which hurts even more. I've been home in Miami and you would think that since we live in the same city we would some how run into each other but that wasn't the case. I was tempted many times to just call or text her but I refrained myself from doing so because she probably wouldn't answer me.
I've been in my room for 3 days now not wanting to go out because if I did I would end up at her house and I don't think I would be welcomed there. As of right now all I've done is go through social media and watch a few tv shows with my little sister when she got home from school.
"Kaki" I hear Sofi call me gaining my attention
"Yeah sof?" I respond
"Um why hasn't Lauren stopped by?" She asks while playing with her little fingers
"uh I don't know Sofi" I reply trying not to give anything away
"But she'll come by to play with me one of these days right? I mean you are on vacation and she is your girlfriend" Sofi says in an innocent voice which breaks my heart.
How in the world am I going to tell my little sister that Lauren might not be coming by for a while and that we weren't together anymore. Besides me Sofi loved Lauren the most and I couldn't break her little heart by telling her the truth
"Maybe Sofi I'm not sure you know she has to spend time with her family too" I tell her
"I guess your right" She says then turning back to her cartoons
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It was now 4 days since I last saw Lauren and it still wasn't easy. I'm in my room just going through tumblr once again when my door burst open.
"Okay I've had enough what is going on with you" I hear one of my best friends ask me
"Hello to you too Sandra" I say looking up at her
"Don't give me that crap answer me or I will get your mother in here and you know how she is" She threatens and I let out a sigh
"Oh no you sighed this can't be good what happened?" She says sitting down next to me on my bed
"Lauren broke up with me" I tell her
"What the fuck I'm going to kick her ass what the hell is she thinking" She starts getting rilled up but I stop her
"It's not her fault it's mine" I tell her and she looks at like I'm crazy
"What do you mean it's your fault? Mili she's the one who broke up with you, not the other way around" she says
"It is my fault though. I messed up badly." I tell her
"What do you mean?" she questions
"I know that you've seen the tabloids so stop acting like you haven't" I say to her because if I know Sandra then she would have eaten up all those gossip stories
"What the shawn thing? seriously that's why she broke up with you? come on Mila we both know you aren't capable of cheating especially when you had Lauren the girl you've been drooling over since boot camp on X Factor" she clarifies but I guess now is when I have to explain
"The thing is that I kind of let that stuff with Shawn get over board. I was sad over what Lauren said during a radio interview and well Shawn kind of texted me after and started to make me feel better and well I kind of ignored Lauren while all of that was happening" I explain
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Is She Lost? (Camren)
FanfictionShe was losing her best friend she just knew but it looks like her best friend wasn't noticing. She wasn't just losing her friend she was losing the girl she fell in love with. She couldn't understand why they were so hurt when it wasn't even her...
