Pathetic

                                    

                                          
                                                                               *WARNINGTRIGGER PLEASE DO NOT HARM*




                          
                                                Chapter 9
                          
        Shane sat down right next to me and smirked. I just glared at him and he chuckled. I looked back out the window and I could still feel him looking at me. "What do you want Shane" I asked dully and I felt his breath against my neck as he leaned towards me and whispered.
                          
        "I want you." I froze hearing those words like shivers down my spine. 'Why the hell would he say that.' my head spun around and I sat there in shock but the silence ended and the world went back to place once Shane started laughing. "Oh the look on your face," He laughed again then finished his sentence "Priceless." He stopped laughing after a bit. I ground and he looked back at me with his sly smirk. "Hey you really need to lighten up a bit seriously though. Get off the bus with me at the next stop." He looked at me and I turned to him in shock.
                          
        "What?" I scooted away a bit and he just laughed and looked forwards.
                          
        "You heard me. Get off the bus with me at the next stop." He grinned and I shivered at the thought of what sick plan he would have in store.
                          
        "What the hell. Are you Bi polar or something. Why would I want to get off with you." My nose scrunched as I said you.
                          
        "Because, you just will." He coolly said I looked forward to see Andy looking at me. I scrunched up my nose again the looked to Shane.
                          
        "Next stop it is." He grinned widely making me feel a bit regret in my decisions. We got to the stop and he stood up and looked down at me. I nodded and stood up then I realized, this was Andy's and Ashley's stop. I huffed and walked behind Shane and as I walked past Andy he gave me this weird look. I looked away and walked out the bus with Ashley and Andy behind me. Shane put out his hand for me to take once we watched the bus leave. I glance over at Andy who gave the same weird look and took his hand. Shane then led my amongst the side walk then turning into a path heading for some forest area. I had never been near this part of town because I lived closer to the city area. Once we got to a small clearing in the woods he dropped my hand. I then pushed me up against a tree and smirked.
                          
        "So, I hear that your big hero tough guy left you," He kept the grin on his face and I looked at the ground. "shocker." He said sarcastically.
                          
        "Shane, stop." I pledded as he leaned in closer. I felt smaller then normal. I breathed heavier and he got closer till our lips almost touched. He then laughed and I breathed out a sigh. But then.................He slapped me and I went falling to the leaf covered ground. I held my cheek as he kicked me in the stomach.
                          
        He laughed "You really thought I would kiss you." he laughed again. "How gross. Your to ugly for anyone to kiss you." He kicked me in the gut and then kicked me in the head. I wanted to scream but couldn't. He picked me up and punched me giving me a black eye and a bloody nose. I punched him and so he hit me harder giving me a cut lip. I wanted to be done with all of this so I stopped struggling and let him beat me. He wiped his bloody nose i gave him and spat on me. I cried and he laughed. "Your so pathetic." He hissed and walked away I laid there till night fall. I finally got up and made my way back home. Once I got home I placed my bag on the floor and wet to the bathroom. I took out my blade and looked at the mirror hearing his words over and over again. I took the blade and pressed it against my skin braking away the skin. I slowly slid it across my arm and watched as the crimson blood dripped down in little drops. I placed the blade on my skin again and slid it. I did this forty times ten time on each arm and thigh. I cried feeling the warm blood on my skin and watched as it oozed out with the stinging sensation. I stood up weak and tired. I washed of the blood quenching at the sting the water placed on each cut. I placed on my bracelets to hide the fresh cuts and sighed laying on my bed. I heard a knock on my door and stood up to get it. It was one of the twins he walked over to my bed silent. I knew that this twin was Simon because Drew would have been talking a LOT already. Simon sat there and looked at his feet.
                          
        "Simon?" I ask and he looks up. I walk over to him and he hugs me. I stood there in shock and then embrace his warm hug.
                          
        "Why do they hurt you." He quietly say and he pulls away placing a hand on my face. I look into his sad eyes and he hugs me again. I start to tear up but i never let  tear flow down. I hate crying in front of the kids. Simon held me in is grip and I couldn't help it I finally let the tears fall down. I laid down with him still holdding on to me and before I knew it I woke up the next morning with Simon snuggled up next to me.