Should I ?

                                    

                                          


Pan POV: 
                          
So I'm still deciding if I should either give us a chance or just leave it alone. 

                          
What should I do?! 

                          
I walk out and see Anthea playing with one of our youngest boy. His names Chris. 

                          
She's picking him up and swinging him around as he's laughing along with Anthea.

                          
I've never actually heard him laugh.
To be honest I've never heard any of my lost boys laugh. 

                          
I was too harsh on them. They are just kids after all.

                          
Once I walk over to them he gives me a scared expression. 
Anthea seeing how Chris is, she puts him down. 
                          
He salutes me and runs away. 
                          
Anthea being the person that she is says
" what's wrong  with Chris? He seems scared of you." Her hands on her hips.
                          
" you see I've never been the most caring leader ever. Before you came all the boys respected me and I never really gave them the most compassion. No joy. No ability to let them be kids and boys."
                          
"  Well that's not a good way of taking care of children. I always shown my siblings at least a little bit of compassion. Even though I got beat up every day. " 
She walks away and go gives Chris a hug and then walks past me and into her tent. 

                          
I never thought of that way. 
                          
I am holding these kids here against their  will so I should give them at least a little bit of love. Some fun ya know. 

                          
I see Anthea in her tent trying to shine her sword. 
                          
I walk in and she doesn't even notice me.
                          
" Hey Anthea?" 
She looks back " Yeah?" 
                          
" how about we go for a walk? If you don't mind. "
                          
Getting up she says " sure, I guess I do need some relaxing time." 
                          
Grabbing her sword, sheath, canteen,and dagger hidden inside the side of her boot- she walks outside and waits near the stream. 

                          
I grab my canteen, sword,sheath, and a few apples.

                          
I can't believe that I'm actually hanging out with her. In the course of 3 days.
                          
" So where you wanna go?" She asks. 

                          
" I'll lead the way." I say walking down the hill. 
                          
" YOU HAVENT TOLD ME WHERE WERE GOING!!!" 
She yells from behind
                          
" YOULL HAVE TO COME WITH ME AND FIND OUT FOX!!!!" I yell back. 

                          
She runs next to me and punches me in the arm.   
                          
" jerk" she says
" bitch" I say back 

                          
( I do not own supernatural or once upon a time) 
                          
I take her near a cave with a couple skulls and crystals. 
                          
" wow it's so pretty in here." 
                          
Anthea grabs a skull and puts it up to her face like a mask. 
" All who enter shall perish.." 
She totally fails with a low voice, attempting to scare me. 
                          
" very funny. " 
                          
" so Anthea if you don't mind me asking. Earlier you were talking about your siblings and mentioning that you got beat up often." 
                          
Once I said this she puts down the skull slowly and bows her head. 
                          
" I'm sorry I know it's not my business asking. I'm sorry if I've offended you."
I say with my arms waving in the air.