Chapter Thirteen

                                    

                                          

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♠️️Thomas' POV♠️
                          
His dad keeps trying to open the door. Newt whimpers and I try to hush him.
                          
"Newt where the fuck are you!" He growls. Newt let's out a small cry.
                          
We hear him move away from the door and Newt lets out a breathe I didn't know he was holding.
                          
"He's gone Newt," I say turning around to pull him into me. "He's gone," I say kissing his cheek. 
                          
"What if he goes after Gally?" Newt whispers. 
                          
My heart aches, he cares more about Gally than himself. 
                          
"He won't," I say kissing him softy on his lips. "I won't let him," 
                          
That's kind of true and kind of not. 
                          
Call me a bad person, but I'd like Gally hurt. 
                          
He wants to tell Newt the truth. 
                          
I'll loose him if he does.
                          
I can't loose him.
                          
I need him.
                          
Probably more than he thinks he needs me.
                          
"Can I ask you something?" Newt says turning to me.
                          
I nod.
                          
"Do I turn you on?" He asks biting on his lip. 
                          
I laugh and he looks at me sadly.
                          
He's serious? 
                          
"Newt, I can't even explain what you do to me.. You drive me crazy," I say but he still looks sad.
                          
"You didn't cum and I'm ugly and I know I am. You deserve better Tommy." He says a tear rolling down his cheek. I kiss it away. 
                          
"I didn't cum because I was focusing on making you feel good, and you're so beautiful," I say caressing his cheek. He leans into my hand. "You deserve better than me, if anything," I say.
                          
He still looks at me sadly so I pull him onto my lap.
                          
So he could feel what he does to me.
                          
When he feels it he blushes.
                          
"Oh," He says.
                          
And I can't help but laugh a little. 
                          
Newt moves suddenly and I can't help but moan.
                          
He freezes.
                          
"I'm sorry Newt, I," But he hushes me with his lips. "I love you," 
                          
"I love you," I say back. He smiles.
                          
"Goodnight Tommy," He says putting his head against my chest.
                          
"Night angel," I say gently stroking his hair. 
                          
When I wake Newt is still cuddled into me.
                          
He smiles when he opens his eyes and sees me watching him.
                          
"Morning Newtie," I say.
                          
I expect him to say morning back, but he lifts his head from my chest, pulls my head down and pushes a kiss to my lips. 
                          
"Morning Tommy," He says after he pulls away.
                          
My lips are tingling like mad. 
                          
We go downstairs for breakfast, assuming Gally would still be too high to notice us. But he's sat, waiting for us.
                          
I freeze.
                          
"Morning Newt," He says smiling. "Thomas," He says frowning. 
                          
"Newt," Gally says turning to him. "Did you know Thomas---" I cut him off.
                          
"Would really like to ask you... To erm. Er. Move in with me...?" I say and Newt chokes.
                          
"What?" Gally and Newt both say at the same time.
                          
"Well I mean," "My parents and Chuck aren't coming back for 2 weeks.. So I just thought--" I say.
                          
"I'd like that," Newt says.
                          
And I smile.
                          
Gally storms off. Thank god.
                          
I wrap my arms around Newt from behind. He turns and kisses me. 
                          
I kiss back and I feel his tongue begging for entrance, his on his tip toes trying to kiss me so I lift him and place him on the counter. My hands locked on his sides.
                          
"Tommy," He moans. 
                          
I'll never get tired of this I'll never get tried of hearing him. Being with him. Helping him.
                          
"Tommy.. Stop," He says and I pull away instantly.
                          
"I'm sorry, it's just.. I don't want to go too fast," He says.
                          
"I'm a virgin," He adds.
                          
"I don't care if you want to wait, or if you're a virgin. I love you and I'll respect your decision," I smile.
                          
"Are you a virgin?" he asks.
                          
"Newt.." 
                          
"Was it a boy?" He asks and I shake my head.
                          
"Do I know her?" 
                          
I don't move.
                          
"It was Teresa. Wasn't it?" A tear rolling down his cheek.
                          
"I'm sorry, I... I don't know what to say. It's my past Newt, I can't change it, I wish it didn't happen. I wish I waited for you," I say.
                          
I reach out to touch him but he flinches away from me.
                          
"I'm going to go... I don't think I can do this Newt, I don't think I can take us," I say sadly, trying not to cry.
                          
"Don't,"He says trying not to cry even more.
                          
"Don't what?" I say sternly.
                          
"Just.. Don't,"
                          
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Hello guess who updated? ME. I did. 
Hope you all enjoyed this short ish chapter. 
                          
Much love x
                          
-char x