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A L E X
                          
I know I made Luke insecure about telling me he loves me. I just didn't know if I could tell him it back. 
                          
"Hey Alex? I know you don't love me back, but it's okay. You don't have to, but that's not gonna keep me from loving you at all." Luke said as he came into the kitchen, and hugged me tightly. He left a kiss underneath my ear, and I blushed, hugging his waist tightly. 
                          
"I've just never loved anyone in that way before and I just don't know if I love you like that." I said, and looked up. "You'll know. When you love someone, you'll know." He said, and laid his forehead on mine. 
                          
"I hope I'll know soon." I said, and he smiled, kissing my lips. I kissed him back softly, and he placed his hand on the back of my neck. i pushed him backwards a little, and he leaned against the counter. One of his hands traveled down to my bum, and the other one stayed on my neck. I tugged on his hair a little and heard a small grunt leave his lips. I teasingly pushed my hips onto his because I know it drives him crazy. 
                          
"A-Alex.." He whispered, and brought his lips over to my ear. I kissed down his neck, and felt him run his hands up to tug at the roots of my hair. 
                          
"Luke guess what.." I breathed, and pulled away for a second to say that. I attached my lips back to his neck. "What?" He asked, and threw his head back, pulling on my hair. 
                          
I reached my hand down, and palmed him through his jeans. I stayed silent just to tease him. 
                          
"Cmon baby. It hurts.. Just tell me." He whined, and moaned as I slipped my hands in his jeans. He squeezed my butt. 
                          
"I love you, too." I whispered into his ear, and he let his hand slip up my back as I dropped to my knees in front of him. I put my hands on the waistband of his jeans, and he watched as I unbuttoned them slowly. He fisted his hand in my hair, and looked down at me. 
                          
I was about to pull down his pants when I saw Carter walk in to the kitchen. 
                          
I stood up quickly, and Luke groaned. "Every time!" He whined, and buttoned his pants back. He hid his erection behind me as Carter waddled over to me, reaching up, wanting me to hold him. I picked him up, and he just simply laid down on my shoulder. 
                          
I could feel Luke grinding himself into my butt, so I tried smacking him away. "Bottle." Carter said, and Luke sighed, backing away and started making Carter a bottle. Luke been trying to get Carter out of using bottles, but he's frustrated right now so he couldn't care less. He handed a bottle of milk to Carter, and the little boy laid his head on my shoulder and drank the bottle.  
                          
"Alex. It hurts." He whispered into my ear, and let out a small whimper. "Go fix it.." I whispered back, and he groaned. "You're not gonna help me?" He whined. I laughed a little, and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Go.." I said, and he stubbornly walked out of the room.