Never Have I

                                    

                                          
Cyn
                          
Damn I must say South Carolina is off the chain. It's like I did a mini tour here of hosting because I hit five of their major cities. I feel so loved right now. Honestly after everything that happened between her and I, I didn't think people would continue to show me love. But they did and I think that's what makes her angry the most. So I'm in Columbia and I get a call from a number I've never seen before. I'm thinking to myself who could be calling me from Miami this late. 
                          
K Cyn
C King?
K Do you remember me?
C How could I forget my baby boy? What are you doing up so late? What's wrong are you okay?
K I don't want to be here Cyn can you come get me please?
C Where are you baby? FaceTime me ok 
                          
Face timing
                          
C Look at you crying...you're so big ahhh 
Where are you king?
K at my moms and Shad house in California. Can I come stay with you?
                          
My heart dropped so bad when he asked me
That because it is not his first time asking me that. When he finally realized that Erica and I weren't together anymore he asked me could he go with me. I think Erica over heard the conversation and changed my baby boy number. She can't stop or deny what is. I was the first to meet King and bond with him. She can't take that away no matter how much she wants too. I thought I would be her wife and he would be my son. That was such a great and happy time in my life. I loved them both and I always will.
                          
K Are you there.....Cyn?
C Yes baby I am. You know I would love nothing more than for you to come and stay with me, but your mom would never allow it But what I can do is call your nana to see if I could see you. Would you like that?
K Man oh man would I please hurry....Cyn 
C Yes my love
K I love you so much and miss you even more
                          
I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. I cherish him and the love he brought into my life. This isn't fair to me or to King, but his mother wanna play house with someone that has only met King a few times. I was there at the house even when she wasn't. I held her down at home while she went away to make money. I read him bedtime stories and played games with him all night. He came into our bedroom just to cuddle with us. He was my king as well and she took everything I was accustomed to away. 
                          
C King I love you so much too and I want you to know there is not a day that I don't think about you. Never have I love someone so much in my life. You are my first child and no matter what you will alway be in my heart. I am going to lock your new number in okay. Get some sleep baby boy and I will call tomorrow. 
                          
K you promise?
                          
C Promise 
                          
Erica was walking up the stairs to check in King because he went to bed kind of early and was in complete shock with what she over heard king's conversation. She was in shocked when she realized who he was talking too.
                          
Erica Pov 
                          
How in the world did he get her number. He asked her to come get him. Damn Cyn looks beautiful as ever I knew she was hosting in South Carolina I think or maybe I know lol. King loves Cyn he always did and that didn't sit right with Shad so I had to end their relationship. He said he didn't see the point of them still communicating if our relationship is over. It hurt me to do that,but I had no choice. She is going to call my mom tomorrow oh wow. I wonder if ma will tell me. Probably not cause she loved Cyn so much it was a break up for her too. She still has pictures of her and Cyn acting crazy on her laptop she thinks I don't know. Damn how am I going to deal with this. Man I can't help but stare at king's iPad. She is just breathtaking to me always has been. Just looking at her would make my day and that smile....beginning to touch herself all over over body with the thought of how Cyn used to touch her. Damn Cynthia 
                          
Back at the hotel
Cyn
                          
Wow I'm on cloud 9 right now. I talked to my baby boy. The world didn't get to see how crazy I was about that boy, but I think they had a feeling because one day Erica was doing an interview and King was with her and someone mentioned me and he said he loved me and he couldn't wait until I got back so we could play mine craft. I was tagged so many times on that video that I saved it on my phone and look at it when I'm really missing him. I really don't know what I am going to say ma Sonia tomorrow. For those who don't know she was one of the main reasons I kept taking Erica back. She wouldn't let me give up on her daughter. Every time Erica would do something stupid, we would argue, I would pack my things and be at the door, and ms Sonia would ask me to come talk to her. I had a relationship with Erica's mom that I never had with my own mother. We were close and she understood me and loved me like her own. Oh man times like this I just want to be in Miami by the water laying back on her thinking about how our life is so fantastic. I hate Erica Mena but I love Jazzy. Yes it's the same person, but Erica Mena loved attention, she love to turn up and drink and do crazy shit, but Jazzy stole my heart and never really gave it back. I would wake up to foot rubs, flowers, breakfast in bed and sweet sensual love making. And the best times when we would just be by the pool her laying on me after being on the road so long and just sleeping while I watched her. I would play in her hair so much and nibble on her that she would just say fuck it and take me right there lol. Damn.......I need to get some sleep this day is going to be interesting. I hope Ma doesn't hate me for finally leaving.
                          
The next Morning 
EM Hello
C Ma 
EM Cupcake..............
C yes it's me how are you?
EM oh my word baby it's really you. How long has it been two years?
C Almost ma I miss you everyday
EM Me too baby and you know King still ask about you all the time. He misses you so much
C Ma I talk to him he called me last night and I gotta say I am really worried about him. Is there somewhere we can meet up and talk. I know your daughter would...gco
EM When and where Cupcake
                          
This is why I love erica's mom she focus on right and wrong and not the fact that Erica is her daughter. She has always been a fair person and will pull your card if need be. I love her tell it like it is attitude. Gosh thinking about this makes me realize how much I was apart of erica's family. I was accepted by everyone and they are such loving people even my jazzy. 
                          
C Ma I will be in Miami in two days for a hosting can I call you when I land and we can figure it out?
                          
EM sure Cupcake.... See you then