Hurting Friends

                                    

                                          
I  woke up feeling very light headed. I noticed that I had marks on my ankles and wrists. 

                          
(No) I thought.
                          
My body was moving on it's own I couldn't stop from what it was doing....I can only watch, me, Mai the puppet. I shall live in the depths of darkness forever....until I know my past behind my mother and father.....Obviously they worked a lot but I can't just get this PK stuff out of nowhere. I will wonder in the void of darkness alone....
                          
I found myself in the kitchen grabbing a knife and hiding it in my sleeve. 
                          
(Why do I need a knife?) 
                          
My body started to head back to the base and then I realized why I had the knife.....
                          
I yelled in my head. (I can't! I don't want to hurt them please!) 
                          
I tried forcing my body to stop but I kept on moving....I tried to scream, yell, cry, talk, nothing.....Soon I was in base and sat back down on the couch. I felt suspicion crawl up my spine...I knew that there up to something and it's about me. I just sat there staring at the floor and then my face forced a smile that I could not stop.
                          
(Speak if you please) a voice rang through my head...
                          
My body started to walk towards Naru as he was standing in the middle of the room reading his files.
                          
(Don't) I thought. 
                          
My body started to drag itself towards Naru and my other hand gripping the knife in my sleeve.
                          
"NO STOP! I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME DO THIS!" I cried.
                          
Everyone's eyes lay onto me and they were watching me as I react and what I was doing, especially Lin he kept analyzing me from head to toe. "Mai what are you doing?" Naru asked flatly.
                          
"I can't control my body! I can't! I don't want to hurt you! JUST RUN!" I yelled as my hand gripped onto the knife and pulled it out of the sleeve, and my body started to cut my arm with the knife as I pull it out on purpose, luckily I didn't feel it but still everyone was staring at me like if I turned into a psycho. 
                          
Naru's eyes widened as I started to charge at him. "NO!" I yelled. Then I heard an evil laugh going through my head. Right when I was about to stab Naru my body stopped but I grazed his arm deeply. The real me was shocked and crying.
                          
 (Why did I just do that, WHY?!)
                          
Lin was holding me by the stomach and my hands turned the knife towards my chest. Then I started laughing crazily. 
                          
"If you really want her to go away I can make that happen now" The doll me chuckled.
                          
"Enough!" Lin yelled. Then he turned me around and slapped me across the face.  
                          
"What was that? You call that a slap? If the Mai was really here she could've been crying but sorry shes not, shes going to end up like every other victim in this house." The doll me explained while still laughing.
                          
My body rolled up the sleeves of my shirt and the cuffs of my pants to show the marks on my wrists and ankles. "Shes now a victim who will hurt you and then die while our master makes her limbs fall off".
                          
"Help" I mumbled softly as my hands gripped harder to the knife. Then my hand well the knife went to Lin's hand and started to cut it so he can let go.
                          
"Crap!" He roared.
                          
My body charged back at Naru and grazed him again on the arm, Naru was taking it and this made ME feel guilty. My body turned towards Bou-san who was standing there shock. I charged at him and grazed him in the leg.
                          
 "STOP!" I yelled. My body refused and every time I kept saying "Stop" or something related to that the knife cuts my hand deeply and goes up my arm, then Bou-san started to do his exorcism which stunned me. I smiled softly, the real me showed.
                          
"I....I have no control of my body anymore my wrists and ankles are in sharpening pain...the dream...was the dream trying to warm me about this? Yes it was and now I hurt my friends without realizing it. My body felt like someone was taking my soul out and putting in something dark. I didn't know what I was doing, the only thing I could do was watch. I'm being played like a puppet. My "Master" must be that spirit we saw....I have to try to fight this at least but I know what happens once hes done with me....the "strings" on my wrists and ankles will split through my skin and tear my limbs apart. Help me please...This doll i'm becoming this soulless doll that can hurt anyone at any moment and I can't do anything about it.....Tears of darkness shall stream down my face forever pure black darkness will always be inside of me but I will never know why..." I explained softly. Everyone looked at me shocked and nodded. The real me was speaking and then the last thing I saw was Naru smiling at me then Lin knocked me out....
                          
(I can't hurt people anymore...that's my last thing I want to do but again I've became this puppet so what could I do?)