Chapter 38

                                    

                                          
Sam Tomlinson


                          
I went to look for Niall and found him in the park he was sitting on a bench looking at pigeons. I sat down beside him and put my arm over his shoulders, "Niall?"



                          
"Why didn't you tell us sooner?"



                          
"I didn't know how and you shouldn't be upset about it there's nothing you can do."



                          
"We all forgave Zayn and it's because of him that this happened to you."



                          
"It's not because of him part of it is, yes why did you storm out of the house like that?" 



                          
"I couldn't let you see me cry."



                          
"I've seen enough guys cry I wouldn't judge you. Why are you so worried about me?"



                          
"I care about you why wouldn't I be worried, you've been my friend since we were kids now I hear this and it's like I lost a part of me."



                          
"I'm still that person the only difference is I'm not as healthy but I'm still me."



                          
"You'll never stop being you and I guess that's what I like most about you." 




                          
I put my hands in my lap and rested my head on his shoulder, "If only things turned out differently." 




                          
"If only it could." 




                          
"Niall can you promise me that you won't treat me differently."




                          
"I can try but I'll always think about it when I see you."




                          
"Trying is fine with me but pretend like I never told you this and I'm still the healthy person I used to be." 




                          
"You don't like it either do you?"




                          
"Hate it I mean things like this happen and everything is uncertain." 




                          
"You always need to expect the unexpected." 




                          
"I haven't told Harry about this." 




                          
"You need to tell him Sam."




                          
"What if he leaves me because I didn't tell him? There's so many things that can go wrong." 




                          
"Hey." He put his hand on my cheek, "Harry loves you and he'd never leave you, he'll help you through it." 




                          
"I never understood why you've always been single."




                          
"I'm waiting for the right person, Sam we're all here to help you through this."




                          
"That makes me feel so much better." 




                          
"Sam?" I heard my name and turned to see Harry, Niall removed his hand, "What are you guys doing here?" 




                          
"I came to look for Niall." I stood up and Harry walked over to me and gave me a quick kiss 





                          
"I received a text from Louis, he said you weren't well."





                          
"I'm okay I thought you were working."





                          
"Just got off and I was on my way to you." 





                          
"Well I guess we can all go home then." 





                          
"It's fine you guys go I'm heading back to my place." Niall stood up and took out his car keys 





                          
"You sure Niall?" I asked