chapter 20

                                    

                                          
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EMERY'S POV
September 5th
                          
"Hm, do we have everything packed?" Hayes said wrapping his arms around me. 
                          
"Yes we do," I said. 
                          
We are going back to Wildwood for two weeks, which I'm so glad. Wildwood is such a nice getaway. I can't wait to get my toes in the sand. 
                          
It was Nash, Dells, Hayes and I, which I can't wait. We can go on double dates and all that, now we are actually a couple, Hayes and I. 
                          
As silly as this sounds coming from me, I can't wait to take those super cute photos on the beach with hayes on the beach. I'm not that kind of girl, or well I thought I wasn't. I couldn't ever of said that sorta, because I've never been in a real relationship. Even though it hasn't been a whole while, I did change a little bit already, and that's good. Change is good. 
                          
I am so thankful for Hayes. He's changed me for the better, honestly. Even when we were just best friends. 
                          
Drag Me Down by One Direction started to play and I immediately began to sing along. 
                          
I've got a fire for a heart,
I'm not scared of the dark,
You've never seen it look so easy. 
I got a river for a soul, 
and baby you're a boat,
Baby you're my only reason 
If I didn't have you there's be nothing left
The shell of a man, it could never be his best 
If I didn't have you I'd never see the sun
You've taught me how to be someone, yeah 
All my life, you stood by me,
when no one else, was ever behind me.
All these lights, they can't blind me,
with your love, nobody can drag me down 
All my life, you stood by me,
when no one else, was ever behind me.
All these lights, they can't blind me,
with your love, nobody can drag me down 
                          
It's a new song, but I know all the words. 
                          
(It's August 1st for me, that's why it says it's a new song don't think I just found out aha)
                          
I love it honestly. I'm sad it doesn't have zayn but I'll get over it. It's the first single without him. 
                          
After Drag Me Down played, Fight Song by Rachel Platten began to play. 
                          
Like a small boat,
on the ocean. 
sending big waves,
into motion.  
Like how a single word,
can make a heart open 
I might only have one match 
but I can make an explosion 
and all those things I didn't say
wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time
this is my fight song,
take back my life song,
prove I'm alright song,
my power's turned on 
starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song,
and I don't really care if no one else believes,
Cause I've still got, a lot fight left in me. 
                          
I absolutely love that song. It's so strong and has a deep meaning to it, I don't know really. 
                          
Hayes grabbed my hand and I smiled. 
                          
"Hello babe," he said. 
                          
Ahh, babe. I love it. 
                          
I kissed him then he went to lick my face, but I backed up before he could do anything.