***(Picture of Alonso from CD9 ^^^)***
Amber
As soon as I felt him squeeze my left bum I pushed him away immediately. I noticed that we were in a little room which turned out to be the bathroom. Was this guy trying to bang me?"How dare you!" I said as I pushed him away from me. He had a shocked look on his face but soon turned into a sexy smirk.
"You liked it don't blame me." He said putting his hands up as if he was going to get arrested. "What? No!" I said not finding quite the words to say it, but deep inside me I loved it.
"Oh come on, I know you liked it." He said as he melted my insides with that smile.
"How....Wha---NO!" I was still getting stuck in my words. "Then if you didn't like it, why did you play along?" He left me with no reply."Because..." He raised his left eyebrow as if he was trying to understand a four year old.
"I thought it was going to be a quick kiss but then you touched my ass!!" I was relived that I found a good excuse."I'm sorry I couldn't resist myself." I looked at him for three good slowly seconds and just rolled my eyes. "What do you say if we just pretend like nothing happened and go get a drink?" He said as he pointed out the bathroom.
"I would love that." I said waiting for him to go out the door first, but it seemed like he wanted me to go first. "Ladies first" he said. Of course. "Alright" I answered him. I walked out the bathroom first but herd no footsteps behind me so I turned around and before he could look right at me his sight was officially on my ass. Really? This guy was a gentlemen and a pervert at the same time; how confusing.
"Are you serious?" I said turning around to look at him, which now he had his sight on my eyes. "What? I can't look?" He said as I stood there and rolled my eyes. "You know? I thought you were going to be a pure gentlemen but instead you are a nasty perv." I said expanding the words "perv."
"Alright, alright let's go." He said getting out of the bathroom and going straight to the kitchen as I followed him. Maybe he wasn't that bad of a guy. Maybe if I look deep into his dirty mind I could find something...clean?
"Vodka?" He held up the bottle towards me. "No thank you, I don't drink." I said sounding innocent. "Oh come on, just a small amount." It got me thinking about it. It was a party after all so why not? "Fine." He smiled at me as if I was doing him a big favor. He opened the bottle and poured a small amount in my cup exactly how I said. This was the first time I ever drank vodka. I always saw people drink it, but never thought I would taste it one day sooner. I looked at the clear liquid that was inside and put my head back to drink it. I felt it coming down my throat and then got a burning sensation. I put my head back up making the sourest face ever.
"It burns!" I whined looking at Alonso which was drinking it calmly and making no sour face. "You'll get used to it." He said winking me an eye. "No I'm not drinking no more!" I said putting the cup down on the counter. "I shouldn't even worry, your already addicted to it." I looked at him as if he were stupid.
"You don't get addicted to vodka!" I said believing in myself. "Well as soon as you taste vodka later on, your going to want to feel the same burning sensation in your throat." He said sounding like "mr.smarty pants."
"Whatever." I said opening up the kitchen sliding doors. "You coming?" I asked as he stayed at the same spot, leaning against the counter. "I'll be there in a minute." He said as I nodded my head and was headed off to find Tiff. As soon as I turned around I went like; HOLY MACARONI! The house got full as fast as I expected. I couldn't even find Tiff. I looked around as if I was a lost child, then I saw the worst image I could ever see. It was Alan making out with...Angie? I couldn't see exactly, all I could clearly see was that he was leaning against a wall and probably kissing her everywhere? Whatever he was doing it broke my heart deeply. I was standing there in the middle of everyone seeing Alan kiss someone else. I just wanted to brake down right there and now but, I couldn't. Not now. I turned around to continue finding Tiff, but I couldn't see anything for the tears growing inside my eyes which made it look all blurry then I just decided to sit down at the nearest sofa, trying to hold it in but I couldn't. I felt a few tears already sliding down my cheeks as I whiped them away with my arm harshly that I thought I was going to get a bruise later on. Maybe it was a mistake coming to this party. I should've locked myself inside my house the whole day. I'm so stupid. I put my hands on my face as I was thinking; why?
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"Amber! Amber!" I herd a voice yell out my name as they were shaking my shoulders.
"What?" I said getting my hands off my face, and soon realized I fell asleep on the sofa. The party was still going on, and no one bothered to wake me up? I looked up finding myself with Tiff.
"Are you okay?" She asked looking at me up and down. I didn't answer and looked around as if I didn't know where I was. I caught someone staring right at me, and as I focused on who it was, it was...Alan? I just remembered what he did. I was really heartbroken that I wanted to go up to him and slap the shit out of him.
"Your makeup is messed up, let's go up in my room and fix it." Tiff said as she helped me up and leaded me to her room.
"What's wrong?" Tiff asked as she helped with my makeup. I couldn't talk, "the cat caught my tongue" or should I say, "Alan caught my tongue."
"Nothing." I murmured. "I know something's wrong Amber, and I know it's something about Alan." She mentioned his name. I couldn't deny it it was true.
"He was making out with Angie in front of my face." I said clearly. I had no tears. I was just blank. I could feel myself empty from inside knowing that I was sick and tired of crying for the same old thing and that was Alan.
"Amber! You already broke up with him, now get over him! Find someone new!" She said sounding annoyed. "I can't" I said as if I was in a mental hospital and they were trying to ask me questions.
"Amber..just try to at least have fun." She said giving my makeup a final touch with setting powder. "Ready," she said as I turned into the mirror. Wow she made my face look like none of this happened which made me feel better.
"Thanks." I spoke quietly. "Tiff your right, I should have fun and it's my fault that I broke up with Alan." I said raising my voice as if I was making and argument and trying to prove I was right. "I should accept that fact, and even though I don't, I know I'm not getting him back anyways." She looked at me with a smile on her face. For some reason she felt like she was my mom at this moment.
"That's what I'm talking about! Now go and find yourself someone!" She said sounding proud of me. I stood up and gave her a tight hug knowing what I was going to do.
"For example....Alonso." She added as she whispered "Alonso." I quickly separated her from me by the shoulders and looked at her firmly.
"Alonso's perfect." I said as she gave me the best idea in the whole wide world. "You really like him?" She asked me as her eyes widened. "Well, I could say his hot but I'm going to have to know him better." I said as a caught a smirk on my face.
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