What The Hell Is Wrong With Me

                                    

                                          
ANDY'S POV: 
It's November 4th Luz's birthday I went out to get her something when I saw... Her. 
"Hey Andy baby!" She said 
"Don't call me that Juliet." I said through clenched teeth.
"But baby I want you back, I love you." 
Hearing her say that brought back feelings I thought were gone. Did I love her still? Was she using me? Did she just want me to leave Luz? What the hell is wrong with me?! 
"I'm engaged to Luz." I said loud enough for a couple sitting close to us could hear me. 
"Oh." She said as she got up to walk away.
But she ran back and kissed me quickly I didn't stop her until I saw her behind a tree watching in horror. "Luz! Wait! Let me explain!!"
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LUZ'S POV: 
I saw Juliet kissing Andy on a park bench by the mall. He saw me and I started to run as fast as possible. 
"Luz! Wait! Let me explain!!" I heard him yell after me. I kept running faster and faster. My eyes were blurry from the tears streaming down my face so I couldn't see much. I just kept running. When I realized where I was it was too late.
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ANDY'S POV: 
I saw her running and before I could tell her to stop it was too late. "LUZ NO!!!" I ran over to her lifeless body and started doing CPR they guy that hit her got out of the car and started to call 911. "Come on baby don't give up on me! Come back to me! I can't live without you!" The ambulance was there in 5 minutes and I got in with her body. The guy that hit her was talking to police.
"She has internal bleeding, collapsed lung, and possible brain damage we need to start her on iv pronto." Said one of the guys helping her. I was holding her hand the entire way balling my eyes out. I can't stop thinking that if she dies the last thing she saw was me and Juliet. It killed me inside. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! I'm such a dick I don't deserve her. "Please. Come back to me Luz." I whispered low enough no one could hear me. 
We got to the hospital and the first thing I did was call her parents who were still in Colorado and told them she had an accident and that we now lived in California they were going to find the earliest flight. I called Copelin and she called crystal I called the rest of the guys they were all here now and I explained what had happened and let's just say I was slapped twice by Copelin and crystal and punched by the guys and now I was being given the silent treatment by the girls who were crying into their boyfriends arms and they guys wouldn't stop giving me the death stare. I felt horrible I started to cry when the doctor came in he called my name. I jogged over to him and he looked at me and smiled. Which made me relax a little bit. "Are you Andy Biersack?" 
"Yes sir." I said quickly 
"Well Mr. Biersack your fiancé is doing fine we did surgery to fix her lung and her internal bleeding. The brain damaged isn't bad it was just a little bit of bleeding we got that fixed too. She is still sleeping but should be awake tomorrow sometime but you can see her if you would like." He looked at me with a smile 
"Where is she?" I asked 
"Right this way sir." 
I followed him and saw her name on the door. I stopped and stared at it. "Mr. Biersack?" 
"Huh?" 
"Are you ready?" He asked 
"Oh yah sorry." I mentally shook myself. As I walked in I saw the love of my life laying lifeless on a bed. She was so pale from blood loss, she had multiple tubes coming out of her pumping fluids into her. I walked closer and grabbed her hand slowly bringing it to my mouth. I got down on my knees and just watched her breath. She was so bruised and cut. I noticed her leg was broken and so was her left arm she had casts on them. I started to cry into her neck. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you Luz, please forgive me when you wake up." I whispered. 
"I'll leave you alone. You can stay over night so she has a familiar face to wake up to." 
"Thank you dr." I wasn't sure if I wanted her to wake up to me. I was afraid she would be so hurt by what I did that she wouldn't talk to me. I was still crying into her neck when Copelin walked in. I heard her gasp and then start to cry she almost fell to her knees but I grabbed her before she fell. She started crying into my neck and I cried too I just held her. We cried for a while and then the rest of the guys come in and looked at her we were all very upset and they could tell how much I loved her but I could tell they were still blaming me for not stopping it. Me and Copelin spent the night at the hospital and everyone else went home. Tomorrow was gonna be strange.