Chapter 8: "watch this!"

                                    

                                          
||Luke|| 
                          
When Luke woke up the next morning for school, which he didn't want to go, but had too. 
He put on regular clothes, sweats and a sweater. 
When he was putting on his sweater he looked at his arms and saw scars from when he cut not long ago. 
He sighed and put on his sweater and leaving to the school. 
                          
When he entered the school, everyone looked at him, he didn't know why, but he didn't like it. 
                          
He didn't think it was nice, he hated attention, especially at school from his classmates. 
He liked being invisible, he liked not being noticed all the time. 
It was simpler that way, you didn't get noticed, so they didn't notice you. Most the time. 
                          
When Luke approached his locker, he saw why some people were staring, in black sharpie, written everywhere was the word 'fag' and 'faggot' and other fowl names. 
                          
Luke sighed as he opened his locker, he could hear people snicker from around him. 
He's had enough. He slammed his locker shut and turned around at the people who were looking at him. 
"What do you want?" He screamed at them, "I'm already depressed! I already cut myself!" He screamed at everyone "I already want to die! Is that what you want!?" He yelled "do you want me to kill myself?!" He asked. Everyone just started at him as he screamed at them, letting go of the anger he's held in for so long. 
"I never did anything to you!" He screamed, tears brimming in his eyes. "I never did fucking shit to deserve this!" He yelled. They all just stared. Everyone. 
"You want me to kill myself?" He asked wiping his eyes. 
"Fine!" He screamed "watch this!" He yelled running down the hallways and out of the school doors and into his car. 
He broke down and started crying, he wiped his eyes and looked in the mirror. 
                          
To Ashton:
What's your address?
                          
From Ashton:
I live in ******* 
                          
To Ashton:
Can I come over?
                          
From Ashton:
Yeah, sure. 
                          
To Ashton:
Thanks 
                          
From Ashton:
No problem 

                          
When Luke arrived at Ashton's place, he knocked on the door and waited for Ashton to answer. 
                          
"Hey." Ashton spoke opening the door letting Luke in. 
"Hi." Luke smiled at him walking inside the house. 
"Don't you have school?" Ashton asked him, leading him into the living room. 
"Yes, but I left." 
"Why?" 
"Because, I hate everyone there, they all stared at me today, then i  went to my locker and mean names were written all over it, and I freaked out, and said I was going to kill myself." Luke sighed as they sat on the couch. 
Ashton nodded "okay, but Luke?"
"Yeah?" 
"Don't kill yourself."
"Alright." Luke smiled at Ashton who softly smiled back. 
"Want to watch tv?" He asks looking at Luke, Luke nods as Ashton turns on a movie. 
Luke sits closer to Ashton and lays his head on his shoulder. 
                          
Not in a romantic way, and Ashton knew this. He knew that Luke liked Calum, And Ashton liked Michael. 
                          
If Ashton and Luke were anything, it was best friends.