"And what did Camila do?" she question but I know that she knows the answer since I'm up in my room trying to avoid being out side in my backyard 
                          
"She-She said she wasn't going to be waiting for me forever and she just left. After the diner ended I tried to leave in the same car as her and Ally but my mom told me that there was a different car waiting for Noah my two friends and myself . I really wanted to leave with Camila and Ally though. It even shows in the pap video of that night." I try defending myself 
                          
"Did you confront your mom after all of that?" Alexa asks me calmly knowing that I feel like complete shit 
                          
"How am I going to be able to confront her about that? I can't go up to her and be like so mom thanks for helping fuck up my relationship. If I do that she'll slap me so hard across the face that not even my make up artist can cover it up" I tell her frustrated
                          
"How about your dad did you tell him what happened?" She asks softly 
                          
"I don't want them fighting over this again" I respond 
                          
"What do you mean again?" She asks curious 
                          
"My dad loves the fact that Camila makes me happy he has no problem with it but I know my mom only tolerates it and when when the fans started doing the over the top shipping you saw how my mom got I mean you got the same way and to avoid any problems with my mom I also went on the defense of all of it. You how saw that turned out. It wasn't very good. you were also very present with the entire Luis thing I mean my mom was happy yeah because I was dating a boy and well you were happy too because your two best friends were dating but I know that you knew I wasn't very happy. Lex Camila is the one person who makes me smile and laugh when nothing is ever funny but she just makes me extremely happy. You saw me the day that I flew back here after my grandma died I was literally life less and nothing could make me even smile all I would do was cry but then Camila just texts me one morning and it was like a part of my happiness had come back to me" I pulling my knees up to my chest and hugging them
                          
"I remember god you sobbed for hours and you wouldn't leave your dads side at all and between you and your mom I didn't know who was worse. But I also remember when your phone buzzed at like 6 am and you thought it was just fans sending you tweets and you picked it up to to turn off your phone but when you saw your screen a smile came to your face and I asked you why you were smiling and you just passed your phone to me and all I saw was Camila's text. So yeah I know but your mom seriously shouldn't be making those types of comments when she know very well that this is the happiest you have been in months. I think you should talk to your dad though" She says placing her hand on my back
                          
"And what do I tell him that my mom tried to force some guy on me and managed to also ruin the best relationship I've had?" I ask her
                          
"Tell him that you need advise on something I mean isn't your anniversary with Camila coming up anyway?" She asks me and I nod 
                          
"Yeah the 17th" I answer her
                          
"Perfect then the PJ awards are the 16th you'll be home then and you see her in NYC again on the 8th right?" She asks me 
                          
"No the 9th but what am I going to do?" I say looking at her
                          
"Give her some space okay let her cool off and think things through if she doesn't text you first until you see each other again then wait till your back here in Miami to try and talk it all out plus your dad Taylor and I will be the ones going as your plus ones to the show so I can definitely try and talk to her to try and see what's going on" She tells me with a smile and I give her a small smile 
                          
"Now Come on Chica It's your birthday and there is a huge party down stairs lets go" She says pulling me up and dragging me out of my room while making me laugh
                          
End Flash_Black
                          
 "Lo what are you thinking about" 
                          
"Huh?Uh WHat?" I ask getting out of my day dream
                          
"Well you spaced out on me for a second what were you thinking about?" 
                          
"By any chance tonight did Alexa talk to you?" I ask shyly 
                          
"Um No why would your best friend talk to me? I mean I know she's your best friend but you know me and her don't have much in common besides you" 
                          
"Camz you Alexa have a lot in common besides me" I tell her 
                          
"Well besides that we both wanted to kill Luis for cheating on you I don't see anything else" She says kissing my cheek
                          
"Fine if you say so but she didn't talk to you about anything tonight right?" I ask again 
                          
"No Lauren she didn't talk to me about anything why are you asking?" Camila asks me with a raised eyebrow
                          
"Well um you see she had said that she was going to talk to you about me tonight" I answer 
                          
"And what exactly was she going to tell me about you?" She questions 
                          
"Um well uh" I stutter 
                          
"Spill Jaurgui" She says staring right into my eyes
                          
"She was going to basically tell you what I mess I was while I was away from you and when you wouldn't talk to me" I say all in one breath
                          
"Lo I missed you too" She says pulling me into a hug 
                          
"Also just so you know Alexa didn't talk to me but your dad did " She whispers in my ear making me freeze
                          
"He-he did?" I ask 
                          
"Yeah he did and what he told me was that I should let your mom get to me and make me feel any less then what I am because her opinion of me doesn't matter what should matter is what you think and well after what you said to me earlier today I realized that you will love me no matter what" She says playing with my fingers 
                          
"And he is completely right" I respond giving her a quick kiss
                          
"Yeah but um we better get to sleep because we have to be up early to leave in the morning and we also have a show tomorrow" she says pulling away and turning off the bedside light to then cuddle into me 
                          
"Night Lo I love you" She says through yawn
                          
"Night princess" I respond with a smile and kiss you head