WHY?!?!?!?!

                                    

                                          
      
                          
   Flash_Back
                          
  "Okay what is up with you and why do you look like you aren't having fun right now?"  My best friend asks me 
                          
  "I'm perfectly fine see" I say putting on my best believable smiles 
                          
  "Bullshit Lauren now talk or I swear I will get you Father in here to get it out of you" She says knowing me perfectly 
                          
 "Fine I fucked up okay" I reply in a sad tone
                          
  "What did you do to Camila this time you dip shit?" She questions me 
                          
  "How- how the hell did you know it's about Camila?" I question back
                          
  "Please when isn't it about Camila? seriously Lauren what the fuck did you do this time? better yet what did she do this time?" She repeats her question 
                          
   "I fucked up Lex okay. So I know you must have seen around the internet about how I was spotted with that guy Noah on my birthday and how I arrived with him to my diner with the girls and how I left with him after?" I ask her while sitting on my bed
                          
  "Yeah I might have seen a few of those article titles and seen some pictures but if she is pissed about you arriving and leaving with that guy that's a bit missed up I mean you did tell that pap that he was just your friend" Alexa tells me but I shake my head
                          
 "That's the thing, See the problem is that to me he is a friend or better yet an acquaintance because up until that night I never even heard of him. You see that night I was running a bit light on getting ready so the girls left ahead of me  and I left a good 15 minutes after they did and I knew that we were stopping to pick up to other people I consider friends. On our way to pick them up though my mom tells the driver that we had one more stop to make I had no idea what the hell was going on until we stopped in front of a music studio and my mom says that she called in a favor and that Noah would also be joining us I had no fucking idea who the guy was at all. That was't the worst part though" I say looking down at my bedroom floor
                          
"Please tell me that the guy tried to get touchy with you" Alexa says giving me a pissed off look
                          
"Oh he did but that was at the concert lucky for me one of my body guards noticed I was uncomfortable and pulled him away from me but no the worst part was how my mom was acting" I explain 
                          
"What do you mean your mom? What did she do?" Alexa questions 
                          
"She was basically acting as if I was single and even had the nerve to say that my relationship with Camila wasn't a relationship at all. She said that I was distracting my self and was using her to pass the time." I respond as tears come to my eyes 
                          
"Lauren please till me that you said something when she did that. Please" Alexa says in a pleading voice but I just shake my head while more tears fill my eyes
                          
"Are you serious Lauren the girl you have been in love with for over a year gets downgraded to basically slut status by your own mother and you just sat there and said nothing? What is wrong with you?" My best friend asks me 
                          
"I was panicking okay I was in a public restaurant with Paps out side waiting for any thing to happen and snap picture on top of that with a guy I knew nothing about and I just shut down." I try to explain as tears fall down my cheeks 
                          
"What happened after Lauren?" She asks me taking in a deep breath
                          
"Well I got the other girls to come with me to the bathroom to try and explain the who situation with noah being there but it then turned into Normani Ally and Dinah all going against me" I reply