Chapter Nine

                                    

                                          
Niall's POV
  It's been two days since I have seen Luke. It's weird whenever I hear his name or remember his face makes my heart flutter. And I don't know if he's gay or not. So i decided to hang out with him today. I dialed his number into my iPhone and it began to ring.
                          
L- hello?
                          
N- Hi Luke?
                          
L- Niall? Hey!
                          
N- hey! I called to ask if you wanted to hang out tomorrow!
                          
L- Sure! Where do I pick you up?
                          
N- my house i'll text you the address!
                          
L- ok later Ni!
                          
N- later Luke!
                          
I hung up, oh my god did i just ask him out? Yes. Do i like him? Yes. Do I still think about Harry? Yes.
                          
I sighed but harry doesn't love me.  I decided to spend my day indoors and watch youtube videos. I remember the guys and I did a video with Harry of us singing to his uncle Simon. We sang Torn and it was amazing.
                          
Nothing's Fine I'm Torn
                          
That lyric played over and over in my head. It was true
                          
Nothing Is Fine. I AM Torn.
                          
Harry's POV
                          
Today I saw Ashton and Michael. Mikey had Perrie with him. Wait I thought she was with Zayn! Oh well not my business.
                          
We were out of town, we visited the mall and hung out. Kendall and her sister Kylie came, Calum did too. We were a coffee shop that was near Macy's and we talked. They started talking about Niall, then they made fun of him! I was about to say something when Luke Hemmings walked in! He was Marcel's best friend growing up! Man did he change! He had a piercing in his lip, and his hair was in a quiff. To my luck he saw us.
                          
We all exchanged hello's he saw me and started to give a lecture on how to treat Niall! 
                          
What? What is wrong with this kid?! 
                          
After a few hours I went home and cried. Oh Niall. I miss you! 
                          
I broke down i ran to the bathroom and cut another line. Dammit! I accidentally cut my knuckles. I cleaned myself off and got a message from Calum.
                          
Remember this?
                          
It was a video of me, Niall and his friends singing Torn to my uncle Simon. 
                          
I was so young! I was not really that tall, i had no tattoos, i dressed casually and my hair wasn't long like I have it now. But i mainly focused on Niall. He was so adorable! 
                          
I started to sing along with young me.
                          
But one line I kept repeating, was the most true
                          
Nothing's Fine I'm Torn.