CHAPTER 27

                                    

                                          
NITYA'S POV: 
No, I don't want to talk anything about or with you. It's enough for me to behaving this much rude. I am holding so much Avyansh please, please don't break my walls.
"so" his voice brings me back to reality.
"so what?" I asked calming my inner emotions wearing a perfect 'i don't give a fuck mask' 
"please tell me what happened?" he asked softly and it's a lie if I tell you that I didn't melt on this.
"I told you nothing happened " I said sternly and he narrowed his eyes.
"nitya drop this attitude because I know you very well that this is not you" he said.
"I think the one who should drops the attitude is you Avyansh. Stop behaving like you know everything about me." I said and got my heart felt an unbearable pain on each words which comes from my mouth.
"Doctor...this is the last time. I am trying hard not to brust out on you" 
No, don't get scared nitya no, be brave you can do this. At this time I can just myself with this.
"And I don't know what the hell is wrong with you!!" I said slightly raising my voice.
"I am worried for you goddamit, your behaviour is making me worried about you" he said or I say he yelled.
"you don't have to worried for me, I can take care of myself " I said 
"what!?" he asked in a shock
"I don't need your care Mr. Avyansh singh raghuwanshi so you better leave me alone" I said and please no kanhaji abhi ek aasu bhi matt aane dijiyga please. I take a deep breath and said.
"I really appreciate what you did for me till now but I am just your grandfather doctor nothing else" I said in a calm tone but my inner self know that how broken I am.
"what do you me-"
"I mean every single thing Avyansh and it's truee" I said cutting off his words 
"No it's not true" he said while gritting his teeth.
"why don't you ever listen to me?" I shouted because he is being very stubborn 
"NITYA!!!! Shut the fuck up that's not the answer dammit, suddenly what happened that you changed so much!!" he said being frustrated.
"people changed" I said 
"you are not what I thought " he said.
"sorry for not being the one you thought but that's what I am " I said and it's hard, hard to not tell me what I feel hard to tell him that I am suffering, suffering so much that I can't even able to breathe properly but for him i can do anything because I-.
"by any chance does that fucking stalker had said something to you? Did he msg you again ? Did he threaten you??" he asked. And God i hate that how easily he can read me .
"No" I lied because I can't make his and his family suffer just because of me 
"sure?" he asked again .
"yes" I said 
"then what the hell is wrong with you?" now it's been unbearable what he is not understanding why he is not getting angry . For God sake Avyansh please just be angry and go from there why are you being so understanding..
"why do you care, huh?? Just why ? I am nothing but an doctor of your grandfather then why? " I yelled at him.
"because I LOVE YOU DAMMIT!!!! I. LOVE. YOU. NITYA. I love you.." he said and my heart .. I don't know what happen to my heart I don't know anything and that's when a lone tear slipped from my eyes it's what I really want to listen but not in this way not in this situation. Kyu kanhaji kyu aakhir hamesha mai hi kyu...