Dream over love

                                    

                                          
Third person pov.
"Love?"
"Don't love me now?? Why aren't you coming?"
Hyunjin sobbed, it was past midnight, Felix had called to wish him but Hyunjin wasn't ready to take it. He wants to fight, he wants to know why he isn't been considered 
"As I said, I have to be at a gathering Love. It's with the government sports head. I can't miss it"
"But y-you gave me commitment!!"
"I did and I'm sorry. I really can't afford to miss it. The coach is on me for this from very long. I need to see him, look for funds, I'm going to start a proper International Tournament for global selections. I can't miss this out"
Felix reasoned, he was sad that he couldn't be there for Hyunjin but he really couldn't help it
"Is it that important to you?"
"It is. It is very important, me having good relationship with these is important having to be the only one to be selected for this tournament from South Korea is important-"
"Am I not then? I ha-have been waiting for this f-from.soo long Lixie?? D-Dont I mean anything to you?"
Hyunjin's question had Felix sigh, they were going and forth on the same question from past one hour and Hyunjin seem to really not understand 
"You do. You mean a lot-"
"Then why don't you come over? Why ca-cant you just meet him faster and be here?"
"Damn Love. It's a 11-13 hour long flight. I can't board out of blue and come right there. I can't celebrate your birthday, it's just one birth-"
"B-but it's still one birthday.... I... I miss you"
Hyunjin cried hiccuping through the call as Felix's heart ached at the cries,he never liked Hyunjin with tears.
"I miss you to-"
"N-no you don't... If you wou-would then there wouldn't be any new schedules"
"I'm sorry"
"Ca-Can you atleast come later? Like after a day?"
There was silence and Felix hated the fact that he was packed terribly... But he had to tell the truth
"If I get into International Tournament then..... After tomorrow I have to leave for Germany to get my name registered there with my coach"
"A-After that?"
"After that in a week tournament starts and being there for the entire week to learn their codes of conduct is essential"
Felix reasoned, he knew what was coming and this definitely wasn't the way he wanted to tell Hyunjin about this
"S-So you mean to tell... You don't have an-any time for me ? No where near?"
"No I don't. I'm sor-"
"Don't!! Just tell me you knew about this packed schedule"
"I did but I didn't knew it would be this early-"
"So you knew?"
"Love that's not the-"
"No... That is the point!! You never consider me as your another half to tell about these things!! Y-You always hide things from me.."
Hyunjin sobbed with anger and betrayal flashing in his eyes
"That's not true.... I wanted to tell after your birthd-"