CHAPTER 15

                                    

                                          
Author's POV: 
Shubman aur Sara k beech kya hua ye kisi ko nhi pata. But kyuki aabh Sara ne public kr hi diya tha toh Shubman decided to support her no matter what. But the hate and controversy is at its peak.
Maanya ko Rohit ne matalb Mumbai Indians ne as an intern aapni team me le liya h.
(1 month later)
IPL
MI vs GT
Sara was in the stands wearing a MI Jersey. Aabhi Aabhi toss hua hai and GT chose batting first.
Shubman Gill Out at 54 on 58 balls.
Maanya's POV:
Shubman Played sooo well! Like As a Captain he is so good on field. To him in person doing all this is like a dream come true. Shit! Out ho gaya yrrr. But koi nhi 54 isn't a small inning. 
Hn Sara aur Shubman aab OFFICIALLY Date kr rahe hai. Shubman kuch bujha bujha sa lag raha hai tabh se. But maybe mai zayda soch rahi hu. But Sara ne aaj MI hi Jersey kyu pehni? Maana uske Papa MI wale hai but bro Shubman ko support kr leti yr. Meri toh job h warna aaj tak maine GT k alwa koi Jersey nhi pehni.
Author's POV: 
The match just ended everyone was on the filed but Shubman nhi tha. Maanya ne socha ki usse bulane k bahane usse baat kr legi toh she went in the GT dressing room. 
(Knock)
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(Knock)
Finally Maanya ne Door khola and what she saw broke her heart. 
Shubman was sitting on the floor with his back against the wall, head hung low.
Maanya: Sir?
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Maanya: S-shubman sir?
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Mannya quitely approached him. 
Maanya: Shubman sir?
Shubman: Jo hai jao yahan se 
Maanya sat infront of him. He looked up his eyes all red. Almost 6 mahine ho gye hai Maanya ko kaam krte unke saath but this is the first time usne directed Shubman ki aakhon me dekha. And all she saw a hurt and pain in his eyes. 
The eyes that she loves more than life itself, the eyes she always wanted to see shine, the eyes that hold her entire world.
Shubman: BOLA NA JAAO!
Maanya: Shubman...kya hua?
Shubman: Maanya jao yr!
Maanya: Shhh aaram se batao toh
Shubman: Kya....kya batu?! Kya batau mai tumhe?! Ye batau ki Mai ek bewakoof insaan hu! Ya ye batau ki Meri wajah se Sara Suffer kr rahi hai? Ya fir ye batau ki Mai usse deserve nhi krta ! KYA BATAU! 
Maanya: Shubman...shh shh ek min saas lo 
Shubman: Kyu lu mai saas! Isse accha roh saas ruk hi---
Maanya: Shhh shhh nhi nhi aacha aacha dekho look at me (she cupped his face)
Shubman: JAO! MUJHE NHI CHAHIYE KOI!
Maanya: Shubman...shhhh shhhh (she wiped away his tears) ek min saas lo bass in and out in and out
Shubman: Tum yahan ky-kyu ho? Jao na!
Maanya: Baat karo mujhse....let it---
Shubman Hugged her tightly like very tightly as he sobbed.
Shubman: M-mai bekar hu....bahaut...bahaut bekar...S-sara ko itna..hate mil..raha hai meri- meri wajah se....t-team....k saath mai pe...lerform nhi kr raha hu...sa...sara bhi...gayi...gayi Maanya woh...us..usse kaha ki....w-woh itna...itna hate...nhi...nhi seh...sakti...sab-...sab...sab...meri wajah se....sabh.
Maanya: Shhh shhh Aaram se....aaram se...(she patted his back)
Maanya ki toh jaan hi nikli jaa rahi thi seeing him like this. Matalb he every sob of his was like a dagger at her heart, if there is one thing she hates is tears in his eyes. she was trying to make him calm as well as hold her own tears. Shubman was still mumbling something when Maanya called Ishan. As soon as he picked up.
Maanya: Ishan GT k dressing room me abhi. (call end)
After 2 minute Ishan came as Shubman was still crying.
Maanya: Shubman please saas lo, aaram se shhhh
Shubman: Mai hi ky-kyu yrr..haar baar k..kaise sabh mujhse na..nafrat krte hai..mai...mai k...kya k..karu...
Maanya looked at Ishan with teary eyes. Ishan came forward.
Ishan: Shubi?
Shubman hugged Mannya tighter. 
Maanya: Ishan hai Shubman...shh relax.
Shubman looked at Ishan with tear stained cheeks and red eyes.
Shubman; I-ishu
Ishan: shh mai yahi hu kya hua?
Shubman: Sara...Sara chali..chali gayi-- mujhe..mujhe chor k...i..
Maanya: Shubman paani.
[he drank some water]
Shubman: Gayi...gayi woh Ishu...itna..sabh krne k baad bhi...mai..kya karu.....
Ishan: Aacha accha sun meri baat....idhar dekh....hum...ghr chalte hai thik h?
Shubman: Mujhe...nhi..nhi jana...wahan maa..di...papa....sabh wahi honge.
Ishan: Toh...Maanya k ghr chalte hai...thik h? 
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