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Hi everyone, 
I know I didn't posted anything for a long time and to be honest I didn't wanted to make this post, but I had a feeling that I had to.
When I firstly started this story at the start of last year I was 13 years old (I really thought that was longer ago). I wanted to write my own fan fiction for fun. When I decided I would publish it I didn't expected you all liked it that much and everytime I looked up how many people read this story I got very excited (I still get). 
But for the last few months I wasn't in mood of writing at all, but I did it for you guys because I know how much it can annoy when you want to continue reading but there are no chapters. So I stressed myself. Out of that fun fan fiction became a responsibility I never wanted to have. 
Over the last week I got into the feeling of writing again. But not this story. As a 15 year old in the final year of german middle school, writing became a privilege I rarely got time for. 
And when I got time for it I want to write something I really am in the mood of writing. Sadly this story is not it. I don't want to force myself to write a story that I'm not a fan of anymore. 
I didn't wanted to make that post because that would mean that I gave up on this story. I, for real avoided looking at the story just so I wouldn't feel bad of not posting anything and for letting you wait. But in the end I don't want to let you wait because I always say another chapter would come soon, even though it wouldn't.
So to sum up I can't promise that I will continue but I also can't say If I stop this completly. 
I want to thank you. Thank you that you read till this chapter. Thank you for your votes, your follows and of course your comments. Thank you for accompanying Ella on her journey. 
I hope you have a great rest of the year, a great christmas and of course a everything good for the new year.
So bye guys.
~C