Frustration

                                    

                                          

Hello to anyone who reads this srry I have not posted in a while I haven't had many ideas :(
This will be from winters point of view
But I have a few and will be writing them down
I hope you like this and if you do please tell me in the comments with any suggestions you have!
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I finished work early today so autumn will be back home after me so I sit on the sofa waiting for her while I whatch my phone thinking about the day I had. The parents are so annoying and just wong let other parents be , the think if someone only spends £100 on there child it's "not enough" and that they "shouldn't of had kids then" I swear to god some of these parents piss me off.
I was ripped out of my thoughts by the sound of my love storming in the house clearly upset and frustrated and slamming the door behind her. I waited for my darling to make her presents known but she didn't , all I could hear is annoyed muttering and the sound of pacing just by the front door. I immediately got worried and walked over to my love trying to see what had gotten her so upset only to see her white knuckle and pacing , really frustrated and upset I walked up to autumn and quietly said not to scare her
"My love, what's the matter, are you ok?"
Autumn jumped clearly not expecting my presents and then before she could stop herself she tried to punch me but luckily I was able to catch her fist before I got punched. She stared up at me shocked and confused at herself clearly mad that she nearly hurt me and she just began to cry softly.
I immediately pulled her into my chest and began to rub the bottom of her back
"Oh my poor darling it's ok, it's ok I'm here" h said my voice soothing . My darling sniffled while nuzzling into mine chest. I decided to take her to the sofa so I could calm her down because autumns knuckles were still white as they were when she first got into the house. I tapped her legs letting my wife know that I was going to pick her up and lifted her into my arms , autumn panicking slightly before settling into my arms. 
"I know my darling, I know" I spoke my voice nearly over a whisper.
I carried her over to the sofa laying her down on my chest as I rubbed her back as autumn whined and groaned in frustration into my chest clearly annoyed about something. I soothed my love and stroked her knuckles to get her to relax them so she wouldn't be so tense.
I kissed my love on the head and rocked her slightly side to side as she slowly began to calm down but she was still extremely tense so I rubbed autumns hips with my hands knowing that it gets her to relax after a little while she was still tense so I continued to rub her lower back and hips yet with more pressure while whispering
"my love , relax now, your getting yourself all worked up calm down now I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere . I've got you".
After a while autumn finally relaxed into my arms burring her face in my neck . After a few minutes of rocking my wife back and forth I spoke up
"My love, what happened you were very upset when you first got into the door?" I questioned worriedly 
Autumn took a deep breath before stating 
"It's nothing my sweet really" very unconvincingly 
"No my love there's definitely something the matter" I questioned even though I already knew what the answer was.
"Ok, ok" autumn spoke quickly showing her uneasiness but she continued 
"My farther keeps on bringing up the miscarriage and-" she cut herself off clearly upset
"he won't leave me alone" she sniffled really unsettled 
"Oh my love" I said comfortingly before adding
"Would you like my to call your brother?" 
"No , I just want to be held, By you and plus it's his and Marjorie's one month anniversary of being married (Facebook spoilers from yesterday!) 
"Oh ok my darling , whatever you want " I uttered as I kissed autumn on the head lovingly.
We decided to whatch a movie and because autumn is upset and I can't be bothered to cook I decided to order food. I ordered lasagne and decided on whatching Texas chainsaw massacre because autumn loves it. By the time we had eaten the food the movie was half way dont so we snuggled down and I put an extra quilt on top of me and my wife because I know she likes being on the sofa with a quilt on top of her and plus it's really cold so it will keep us warm.
After the movie had ended autumn seemed really tired and because it was Friday we could sleep in tomorrow so I picked my love up and walked upstairs autumn stiring slightly so I quietly whispered 
"Sh my love I've got you don't worry" in her ear.
After we got upstairs I lay her down on the bed thankfully she was already in 0j's so I don't need to dress her even though I would gladly do so 😉.
I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth right before I walked in the bedroom door I heated a scared autumn utter
"My love, where did you go" as she sniffled , I quickly rushed to her and quietly took her in my arms kissing her on the head as I reassured her I'm not going anywhere and that I just went to brush my teeth. In response my love just nuzzled into me and closed her eyes a smile on her face. I continued to hold my wife whilst whatching her fall asleep just admiring how beautiful she is , after a few minutes I felt her body grow limp quickly realising she had falling asleep , so I decided to wait a little bit until she was in a deep sleep before going to sleep my self holding autumn close.
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I really like this one, I hope whoever reads this likes it too!
Plz tell me in the comments what you think and have a lovely day/ night
And btw 1039 words
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