Perfect princess

                                    

                                          
(this one is about chloe and red:)

Chloe Pov:
i'm sitting on a bench, reading a book while waiting for Red cause she has one class more than me today. I'm so absorbed in the book, that i dont notice how red sneaks up on me.  she lays a hand on my shoulder and i jump up cause she scared me.
"jesus Red you fucking scared the life outta me!!!"
Red giggles and walks torwards me with a smirk
"i know. thats why i did it. and if im beeing honest...you look soooo cute when you get scared!!!"
Red says giggling and lifting me up so that my legs are wrapped arround her waist.
Red Pov:
When i pick up chloe, the sleeves of her hoodie lift up a little and i see a few cuts. i first think these are just some cat scratches cause i know she LOVES cats and here in auredon are a lot of cats but deep down i know where these cuts are from...
i start walking with her in my arms.
"what are you doing Red?"
she says giggling and the sound of her sweet little giggle warms my heart and i almost forget about the cuts.
"carrying you to our dorm?"
she smiles at me warmly before tightening her arms arround me and burrying her face in my shoulder. god shes so cute!
(arrived at the dorm)
i close the door behind us and walk over to the bed, placing her on it. she gives me a sad look.
"what youre not going to cuddle with me?"
"nooo dont give me these damn puppy dog eyes. im going to shower"
she sighs and rolls her eyes.
"fine BUT...you HAVE to give me cuddles when you're finnished!!"
i giggle cause she's ALWAYS so needy for my cuddles. Chloe is the clingiest person i've ever met.                     i walk into the bathroom and close the door behind me. a few moments later i notice a red spot that looks like blood. then i realise and my eyes widen. the cuts...
i quickly get out of the bathroom and walk over to chloe.
"chloe...w-we have to talk..."
i sit down beside her and its silent for a few moments. i gently put my hand on her tigh and face her with worry in my eyes.
"listen um...you dont need to tell me much about it if you're not comfortable with it but...have you been...cutting yourself?"
Chloe Pov:
i look down at my fidgeting fingers embarassed.
"i um...yeah..."
tears start welling up in my eyes but i still look down at my fingers and hope that she wont be too mad.
"oh baby...c'mon please dont cry...you know i cant stand seeing you cry...it makes me cry too."
Red says while wrapping her arms arround me from the side and i lay my head on her shoulder.
"are you okay with telling me why...you did it?"
"i-...its just...i know everybody thinks im that joyful cute little princess thats always over happy...but...i mean yeah i am joyful and im happy most of the time...b-but its...its not so easy you know? to be...perfect...like everyone says about me. I'm that happy perfect princess with the best life she can wish for...but no...im not. Everyone thinks that but im not. im just some normal girl with problems like everyone else. no! my problems are even worse than normal problems. its just...everyone expects me to be perfect because im a princess but its so damn hard to be perfect. to pretend like im perfect. behind this happy, perfect princess is just a girl that wants to be normal...a girl that wants to like herself and to not be insecure about everything about her. It's so hard red...i can't explain it. the real reason why i hurt myself is...i dont know...i just...i really cant explain it...this bad feelings and thoughts just..came...its just...there you know? and it hurts..."
Red Pov:
i listen to her carefully. i gently pull away and cup her cheeks with my hands, seeing her sad expression, her teary eyes. it just makes me want to cry too. to see her like that makes me sad.
"its okay chloe...i totally understand it...im not mad or something...trust me i understand it better than you think...so can i tell you a secret?"
i ask with a slight smile trying to lighten up the mood when i see her nod.
"i understand it cause i've been through that too. and its totally fine. sometimes there are just people who have to go through this. some people have to go through that alone but not you! you have me! im staying with you the whole time okay? i'll always be there for you no matter what. we will get through this together...and if you start to think at some point that these cuts who will turn into scars make you weak or ugly or that they're disgusting...no they're not! these scars make you dont any less beautiful! these just show that you've been strong enough to get through probably the hardest time of your life. and the most important thing...they are NOT disgusting! they make you who you are and they are a part of you."
i gently run my thumb over her cheek and look into her eyes.
"y-youve been through that too?..."
"yes...and yes you're right...you're not perfect. but you know whats crazy about that? nobody is perfect! And with that i mean really nobody. not even the prettiest princess wich btw in my eyes is you. sure yeah in my eyes you are perfect. but not in that you have no problems and have the best life in the world perfect. everyone has problems. some people have more than other people and some people have less. But in my eyes you're the most perfect and the prettiest girl in the world. i love you. i love everything about you eve  your scars okay? nothing will ever change that!"
Chloe Pov:
I smile warmly at red and a tear escapes me at all these sweet, understanding and loving words.
"Red...you're going to make me cry..."
i say giggling while a few more tears escape and red giggles too. she wraps her arms arround me and pulls me to lay down with her in bed. i lay my head on her chest while her arms are wrapped arround me and she gives me a kiss on my head.
"i will always be here for you chloe."
"thank you red...i dont know what i would do without you..really..."
she sits up wich causes me to sit up too.
"can you give me your arm?"
i hold my arm out to her and she gently takes it, smilling warmly at me. she then starts kissing my scars and i giggle slightly. 
red continues kissing my scars till she kissed every single one. when shes finnished she lays back down and i lay my head on her chest again.
"i love you chloe."
"i love you too Red."




i actually dont know what i wrote in here i was just in the mood for something like that because...yeah i actually dont know why. i just noticed that i uploaded nothing in a LOONGGG time because i totally forgot😭