SILAS POV:
My alarm goes off at 5:30
I painfully climb out of bed, trying to be quiet so i don't wake mother up.
I decide to get changed into a hoodie and a pair of ripped jeans. After i go down stairs and clean up the house as i do everyday.
Im as quiet as i can be while making sure everything is in order. Then i get to school without mother noticing.I enter the school grounds with my hoodies hood over my head.
Not enough
Disgusting
Bitch
Ugly
Kill your self
Those words chime in my head as i carry my heavy school bag to my locker.
I am zoned out listening to those words until i get re awakened to reality by someone hitting my shoulder.
"Watch it" the mysterious person said.
"How about you watch it" i bark back.
Yes i am a quiet person but i get abused every single day by my mother so i do not tolerate bullying.
"Wanna say that again?" The boy says to me.BOHDI POV:
I was already having a shitty day because of another guy threatening my boys. But it just had to get worse when a stupid dick head went into my shoulder.
"Watch it" i say
He has the audacity to talk back.
"How about you watch it" the boy goes again.
I am fuming no one ever has messed with me and i will not hesitate shoving his head in a locker.
"Wanna say that again"
The boy tenses.
He is wearing a hoodie and some ripped jeans.
The guy puts his hands up in surrender obviously not realising his shirt shimmying up.
Thats when I notice a bandage around his wrist.
I don't particularly like seeing others with self h@rm because it reminds me of when Zade was struggling.
My eyes shift seeing blood peaking from the bandage . I think he noticed cause he immediately put his hands down looking distressed.
He turns around and leaves my sight.
Everyone is staring i think his secret is out now.SILAS POV:
Stupid
Incompetent
Go die
Everyone is looking at me, how stupid was i.
Being so reckless.I am almost at my English class still carrying my stuff as i didn't have time to put them in my locker, hell i didn't even make it to my locker.
I walk through the English classes door and take a seat. My teacher is even looking at me distressed. I bounce my leg nervously, then the teacher calls me to her desk.
"Silas may is have a word with you?" Mrs Taylor says well i think thats her name. I nod walking toward her.
"I saw you this morning, when the situation happened"
I gulped.
"Are you okay?" She asks me.
"Y-yes I'm fine why wouldn't i be" i play dumb.
"I think you know what I'm talking about, half the school is talking about and I'm just gonna tell you that we have called your mother to pick you up." Mrs tells me strongly.
Tears weld up in my eyes as i leave the class noticed by the class.On my way to the principals office i spot that guy that made me cause this mess, i think his name is Brody?, no Bohdi i had overheard people talking. Bohdi seems to be with another guy in his early 20s i must say. They are waiting outside the office as if waiting for someone. By the time i get to the office they are looking at me. I keep my head down and walk into the office.
BOHDI POV:
The whole school is talking about the guy from this morning as i now know his name is Silas, Silas Gordon.
After he had left my vision i texted one of my boys and found out that Silas mother has had many child services complaints from months back to yesterday. When i heard cps was involved and that they did no investigation i called up Archer, one of my boyfriends or as others say my "caregiver". Yes he technically is mine and the others caregiver but we are all in a polyamory relationship, i like what i like.
Anyway as i said we got Silas file and read a lot of complaints so naturally when Archer answered i told him the lot. And that brings us to now me and Archer waiting for Silas to appear in the principal office.
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RomanceSilas is a 16 year old boy with an abusive mother. His father is dead and has no other relatives. Silas mother beats him to the point that he doesn't want to live anymore. Silas cant feel anything anymore so he creates his own feeling PAIN. The more...