15/11/24

                                    

                                          
My dearest baby girl,
Sooo yesterday Miko properly confessed his feelings for me, instead of saying that he is trying not to have feelings for me he told me randomly in the afternoon that he liked me. And then clarified that he like liked me. Which I knew already so at least I was prepared for that, and I just like told him it doesn't change anything I still see him as my friend and nothing's awkward and all that, and he seemed to be okay with that. Because obviously he's been there every time you hurt me or when I talk about you and stuff like that, start missing you, longing for you, angry at you, blah blah blah he's been there through all that so he knows how much I love you.
Well anyway later on that night we called and Miko got drunk on some thingy I forgot what it's called but apparently it's like... milky or something I DUNNO he was drunk when he described it to me. But after that when you're drunk obviously you lose inhibitions and things just cOmE oUt so he again said "Elllll I like youuuuu" and I think in one of our conversations we were talking about being weird and I said I'm always weird and he said "that's what makes you cute" and actually said I was cute like 3 times after that which was interesting. That one I didn't really know how to reply so I just kept talking about any old random subject. And then he fell asleep so I went to sleep and I think he woke up after that cuz I was spammed with texts when I woke up this morning but I was obviously fast asleep by then.
And then this morning has been interesting xD So me and my dad went to get coffee and I always ask him before I close the front door if he has his keys, cuz once the door is closed we can't get back in. He says yes, so we go. We come back, and he in fact DOES NOT HAVE HIS KEYS. Sooooo we were like hM we gonna have to break into our own house. So we look for some way in like the easiest way in, and that was the bathroom window xD But it was pretty high up. So first we broke off the fly net outside of the window, and then got a bin and he stood on it to try and somehow get to the latch inside. In that process we accidentally broke a pane of glass xD But like... IT BROKE SO EASY. He just pUsHeD on it and it shattered all over us. But we were like oh well xD so then we took off two more panes, and with a lot of pushing were able to turn the latch, and he climbed through the window into the bath which was covered in broken glass so he had to be careful, and then unlocked the door from the inside and we were in xDDD Our house was way too easy to break into man xD Buuut yeah we in now and now we gotta fix the glass which is gonna cost a bit but ah well. So ya imma study now after that interesting event xD
Oh yeah I downloaded Stardew Valley on my phone yesterday which I didn't know had a mobile version. I was so happyyyyyy. So now I'm making my lil farm and I'm trying to save some money so I can get Robin to build me a chicken coop but I think I'm gonna clear the other corner of my forest first so I have one section by my cottage for the crops and one section for my animals, but in order to do that I gotta upgrade my tools to break the hardwood and the boulders in the way. I need to get more seeds too so I can sell more crops because so far I've only sold parsnips. And I also unfortunately have not made friends yet so I'm gonna try my best to make friends before the flower dance otherwise no one will dance with me again :') That game both destroys me and heals my soul xD It's such a cute little farming RPG it's so wholesome and sweet and you can raise animals and grow crops and get married and stuff but it's also like... insanely deep xD Like the Mayor Lewis and Marnie, the lady who owns the ranch are secretly sleeping with each other (and a one point lewis posts a help thingy on the bulletin board saying he lost his favourite pants and I found them in Marnie's room) and it's heavily implied that the shop owner's daughter is an illegitimate child his wife had with the local wizard and then I get a note from my dead grandfather saying he's gonna return from the grave to visit me on the dawn of my third year in the valley. And also Pelican town is being invaded by a larger nation, George the angry old man with a knee replacement has ptsd from being tortured in a pow camp and he's lashing out at his wife, one of the marriage candidates lives in an abusive household, Alex lost his parents and is living with George, Pam lives in an old trailer and spends her time in the saloon getting drunk, Shane is suicidally depressed and also spends his time getting drunk in the saloon, and Mayor Lewis is using the townspeople's tax money to build solid gold statues of himself instead of rebuilding the town's crumbling community centre which is filled with spirits who I need to give gifts to to keep them happy and the main plot of the game is the local supermarket is trying to destroy the town so they can stripmine the area xD
IT'S SO WELL THOUGHT OUT I LOVE IT XDDDDDD
Sometime I wanna continue my efforts to turn the game into a little animated series, which I started doing but I have a lot more important things to be doing xD I imagine this game as an animated series a lot like Bee and Puppycat so I'd make it like that style. Aaaanyway I'm definitely gonna go study now xD
I love youuuu kisses and hugglesss. Muah <3
Yours forever,
Your moving rock <3