Find herrr....

                                    

                                          
I just had to apologise..atleast I could...
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It had been been 5 months now and I hadn't seen Light, it was distressing for me but then I decided to let it not ruin me, during this period I kept becoming better at myself the people around me and even my devotion to my religion I had also been taking yoga lessons...but i just kept having flashes of her in my brain sighh...I was on my way from the gym when i saw something familiar i tried to not let my mind think it was Light but yesss it was her but with her was a tall guy with a messy afro walking hand in hand with her she seemed relaxed and happy, i felt this pang of anger and jealousy, i felt like i had a thing for her i didn't just know why or how, suddenly i remembered i left my water bottle and car keys at the gym shitt how could I be so clumsy...when I did go into the gym i saw Light placing a kiss on the guys lips omggg my knees felt do weak she was just so romantic and sweet her smiles were so enchanting, even her very long dreads followed gracefully behind her as she still gripped his arm, i felt tortured i thought of going to say hi or im sorry but sighh...i just couldn't didn't ruin her moment might have to leave anyway i picked my keys and left the gym hurt and very unstable, maybe i should take taxi which I eventually did for fear of crashing into something with my car whiles driving all i i knew was that i wasn't feeling myself honestly 😞 i kept telling myself that it will be fine, but i knew it will never feel the same, ny life was currently going in spirals! I kept thinking of her hands, those hands once gripping my waist was touching some other specie it wasbt her to blame it was me, what had i done, i decided to not let it just lay back i stopped the car and out and headed straight to the gym court, I don't know how I got the strength and confidence 🤣 but i did pull that shot "Light"! She got startled and looked right at me she was hesitant but she decided to leave her partner for me and gave me a really tight and warm hug I felt her skinny but yet beautiful body against mine, I was really utterly buzzed, I definitely started crying and told her i was really sorry and how terrible of a person I had been, she kept holding on to me and told me not to cry and that she was so sorry, " hey you're also making me cryy cmon it's okayy" she said with a little cute giggle i was so stunned to speak we just stood there hugging. 
I finally felt so happy and at peace with myself....
She later confessed to me that she was only trying to get me jealous and that was actually her childhood friend we both laughed it off.