Sweetheart - IX

                                    

                                          

I AM SO SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG. I GOT LOGGED OUT OF MY ACCOUNT!💔💔
Anyway, enjoyyy!
Warnings - slightly smutty
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After Mia and Charlotte had arrived back at Mia's house, it was around 1am. They were both slightly tipsy, and Mia had her hand firmly in Charlotte's as they stepped onto the porch. It was cold outside, with the wind faintly blowing. You could hear the leaves rustling in the trees and the occasional shuffle from the branches as a bird or squirrel dashed past. There was a full moon tonight, and the sky was empty, but so full of stars at the same time and Charlotte took a second to appreciate it. It was sort of how she felt. The sky, barren of clouds yet so full of stars. She felt identical, so barren of any motivation, but her heart was full of stars. Her star was Mia, and that was all she needed.
"Are you coming in, baby? You'll get cold out there," Mia teased her, gently tugging on her hand to get her inside and out of the cold. Charlotte turned to her, slightly red in the face from getting so lost in her head before she nodded sheepishly and followed Mia inside.
The house was warmer and quiet, the only sound the distant hum of the fridge and freezer in the kitchen. Both women decided to head up to Mia's bedroom, each going about their night routines. Charlotte washed her face, and Mia had given her a spare toothbrush to use, so she brushed her teeth with that, before heading back into the bedroom. Mia was sat on the bed, in an oversized hoodie and (presumably) nothing else. Charlotte felt her cheeks heat up at that thought. Mia smiled at her knowingly. "Alright, sweetheart?" she asked innocently, sitting back on the bed a little to lean against the headboard, smirking at the blushing brunette by the door. Charlotte hurriedly nodded, before going to sit next to her. However, she could barely keep her head out of the gutter, her heart was racing and she wasn't sure if that was the alcohol or just because she had the most attractive woman she'd ever seen next to her.
The two spoke for a little while, about Charlotte's life, and how she ended up so low. Mia held her hand the entire time, Charlotte's head resting on Mia's shoulder. Mia also opened up a lot about her past, with Roger, and the manipulation surrounding her father, Reece and Autumn. Charlotte felt different about Mia after hearing this. She felt bad for her, the last bit of guilt she had for falling in love with Mia dissipated, replaced by a feeling of sympathy, and the want to show her how love was meant to look. Unbeknownst to Charlotte, Mia was thinking the same thing. "Since we're opening up," Charlotte started, sitting up off Mia's shoulder, and looking at her before she continued, "could I talk to you?". Mia gave Charlotte her full attention, taking her hand and putting it in her lap, "of course, sweetheart."
"I think I'm in love with you. You're just so..like, thoughtful and pretty and kind and you came running the second you heard I was struggling, how am I not supposed to adore you?" Charlotte rambled, squeezing Mia's hand to get some of her nerves out as she spoke. As soon as she was done, Mia pulled her onto her lap, Charlotte's legs wrapping around her waist. "I'm in love with you too, Charlotte" Mia replied, leaning a little closer to Charlotte's face. "May I?" she asked, running her finger along Charlotte's bottom lip. Charlotte shivered, and nodded. "I need words, sweetheart"
"Yes- please do" Charlotte pleaded.
Mia leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to Charlotte's lips, when Charlotte didn't pull away, Mia held the back of her neck and pulled Charlotte closer to deepen the kiss. 
Charlotte slipped her tongue into Mia's mouth, wanting to be in control tonight. Mia put up a fight, but when Charlotte eventually won, she stood up off of Mia's lap, earning a small whine from the redhead before Charlotte pushed her so she was lying down properly before straddling Mia's hips and leaning down to kiss her neck. Charlotte knew all Mia's sensitive areas on her neck, and focused her attention on the one on Mia's collarbone, kissing and sucking at it until it went red, and then soothed it with her tongue.
Mia placed her hand over her mouth to muffle the moan that escaped her, but Charlotte pulled her hand away, before pinning both above her head.
"I didn't say you could muffle yourself baby, I want to hear you." Charlotte had a sultry and seductive tone to her voice as she spoke, and it turned Mia on to no end, she wriggled around underneath Charlotte, desperate for any sort of friction at all. Charlotte shifted a hand to Mia's hip as she kissed the redhead's neck again, to keep her in place.
Charlotte was going to enjoy tonight.
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absolutely not proud of this chapter but even if i hate writing smut I wanted to give yall something just to prove I haven't thrown this book away.😭😭😭
I definitely plan to try updating more, I've just had so much going on, and then got logged out, I'm so sorry🖤
-S🖤