CHAPTER 69 - LOSING HOPES

                                    

                                          
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NOOR
Another day passed and it's just about two days and then he will be back to me. I can't wait to see him.
Today, I woke up and went to college with Roshni as I can't take a leave everyday otherwise my husband would scold me for missing my studies. And he will be hurt too because he is very serious for my studies and now it's time, I should start taking them seriously as well.
I studied with focus in college but still I missed him when in his period another professor came. I take out his diary from my bag in the free period and opened it to read. This way I will miss him a little less.
I am so happy, like my happiness knows no bounds. I feel like so satisfied, so at peace and so much in love. With passing years, it has only deepened and it's increasing every time I see her.
She is the star of my life. Because of her, my life is brightening.
Sorry, I got diverted from the topic.
Where was I?
Yeah, I was telling that today I am so happy and the reason behind is Noor.
This evening, I was watering the plants when I noticed her roaming outside of her house and looking at the plants. I quickly looked at myself to check whether I am looking good or not.
I continue to water the plants while looking at her and smiling.
I was just praying for her to come closer to me so that I could look in her eyes. It's been so many days since I looked at them.
I was praying and watering when suddenly I heard her saying-
Paani beh raha hai.
[ Water is flowing]
Listening to her, I came out of her thoughts and looked at her and saw her standing closer to me just behind the wall.
As soon as I looked in her eyes, I forgot what she said, and she again shouted that I am wasting the water.
I quickly changed the flow of water to other plant and thanked her. 
Now, when she is standing close to me, my heart beating very fast in my chest and I just can't look at her. 
I was so fucked up that I felt like I was sweating just by standing there just because she was standing close to me.
Then I started praying for her to go away as I feel like I will faint if she continues to stand like this beside me.
When I didn't hear her saying anything, I again looked at her from the side of my eye and caught her staring at a Red Rose.
Her eyes were looking very beautiful while looking at that flower. I wish that she looks at me like this just for once.
I smiled and plucked the flower out just for her. No one is allowed to touch my plants, taking a flower out of them is out of question. But just because it is her, I plucked it out myself and forwarded it towards her.
She looked at me with parted lips as she couldn't believe that I was offering her a flower.
I asked her to take it and that's when she blushed a little and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. Then she again looked at me and smiled at me.