death date

                                    

                                          
Next chapter will be my last *crafts for eternity* 
- Rach 
                          
June 1st 2017 (sorry for time skip. Forgive me?) 
                          
2years ago today was my death date, but my life has gotten so much better. I've finished college and I started youtube as well (thanks to some encouragement from phil). Youtube is a lot of fun but I don't make too much money from it so I have a part time job. I'm considering university where I could study something useful and smart... Like law perhaps? But I haven't decided yet. 
                          
I haven't written in this old thing for a while but I suppose nows a good time. Just incase anyone finds this journal and wants to know how it ends. Let me tell you, this could be the happily ever after every fairy tale speaks about, or its as close to one as you're going to get in reality. 
                          
I've been talking to Chris and peej a lot since finding phil, theyre still together. And Carrie is still an amazing friend! She insists on keeping an eye on me even though I'm better. 
Phil has opened up so much and trusts me. He doesn't flinch when I touch him and that's nice. 
                          
1 year 6 months ago. 
"thanks for the meal dan" Phil told me smiling "it was lovely"
"you deserve it" I smiled "but I still have something else planned" phil looked at me confused but didn't ask me what it was as I lead him through town. He clicked in as he saw the Manchester eye. 
"Dan" he breathed out happily 
"this was the place we kissed after we found each other and I thought it would be kind of cute" phil hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear
"its very cute bear"
I paid our fare and we squeezed into the pod. We held hands and talked about things on the way up. He made jokes, I'd lightly tap him on the arm and tell him to shut up whilst laughing. It was nice. The banter was good, it always was with Philip Micheal Lester. Thats his full name and don't you dare forget it again Dan! 
                          
We got to the top of the pod and looked out across Manchester as night fell onto the streets. 
"Phil I have something I need to ask you" I told him. 
"what is it?" he said, looking back into my eyes. I gulped softly, worried that he'd say no.
"we never actually made it official... Would you do me the honour of being my absolutely, amazing, boyfriend?" he nodded happily. This was so much better than the first time, I'm glad we got to start again. Although I'd never give up my first meeting with phil, even if I couldn't remember it. 
"I'd love to" 
                          
We've been going out for a while now. He's the love of my life and I can't wait to get married, adopt and grow old with my little lion. He makes me happy. We're moving in together today, this is an amazing step in the relationship for both of us.