Chapter 36

                                    

                                          
SA'NAI P.O.V.
The bedroom door opened just as I was about to call Jai again he walked through the door. He look so tired and drained. He had blood on his shirt and pants.
I was worried about you! I said as I jumped up.
I'm ight I broke my phone ima grab a new one tomorrow.
How you do that?
I had it on my lap and forgot when I got out the car it dropped. He said s he by passed me and went into the bathroom. He took his shirt off and came back towards me. "I'm sorry baby, hi!" He kissed me and went back to the bathroom to turn the water on and get in the shower. 
I sat on the edge of the bed as he showered. I was shocked seeing him like that. Just glad it wasn't his blood. "Is Rock okay?"
Yeah he good, pussy ass niggas hit him in his arm. 
What! What happened if you don't mind me asking?
Them niggas was leaving the club the morning and I guess some nigga bumped him or some shit I don't fuckin know. This nigga got mad they started going at it. I guess the nigga tried to shot him missed shot again and caught him in his arm. 
Oh wow. Well I'm glad it wasn't too, to serious. And he's okay.
Shit me too. I had to go find that nigga and kill his ass making me do extra work and shit.
Some flashing lights appeared outside and what looked like a tow truck. "Baby it's a tow truck outside!" 
Is it black with yellow writing on the side?
Yeah they putting your Range Rover on a bed.
Want me to stop them? 
Nah they bouta go take it to clean it.  Blood everywhere.
Ohh okay , cause I was about to say...
Awww what you thought my shit was getting repoed?! He laughed getting out the shower.
Well I know you have money and you wouldn't allow that I don't know what they were doing but I wasn't gonna let them take your car. I laughed. 
That's cute, how you and my baby feeling? He asked with a smile touching my stomach.
Boy watch out ain't no damn baby in there. I laughed pushing his hand away.
Ight, you wanna bet!
No cause I know my body and I know what I got going on. It was just the flu. I'm feeling better now. 
Sa'Nai you don't have to be in denial you pregnant. Don't no flu last 2-3 days! That's my seed cooking. 
No the hell it ain't. I can't get pregnant! I laughed laying back on the bed while he went in his closet to get dress. I grabbed my cookies from the side of the bed and my pickle chips.
What the fuck are you eating? He asked getting next to me.
Cookies and chips! I laughed. "Want some?"
Fuck no! Nobody eats fuckin pickle chips.
Huhun, I do! These one my favorite chips.
No you just pregnant.
Am not stop saying that. 
You know if you are we getting married right? Can't bring my baby in the world and we're not married.
You really love me?! I asked and I started balling my eyes out.
Oh naw dude! You cooked! He laughed.
I wiped my face and gave him the middle finger. "You really wanna marry me? Like we really here? This isn't a dream!"
I told you, a nigga don't need forever to know if he wanna spend the rest of his life with somebody or not. A marriage just gonna solidify everything. 
You not gone marry me and start beating my ass or change or anything is you? You a lil too adamant about being married and having kids.
Yo what?! He bussed out laughing.
I'm serious niggas do shit like that. Let me know cause we can break up right now. You already crazy as hell! And I wouldn't lie, I am a lil scared of you.
You ain't got no reason to be scared of me. He leaned in and kissed me with laughter. "I'll never hurt you Sa'Nai. Unless you do some crazy shit to me. Then all bets are off and you better be scared. But you not stupid you know not to play with me."
No you better know not to play with me cause I shoot back!
Nah I gotta show you how to shoot. That shit you did, fuck was that! You didn't hit neither one of them! He laughed.
I wasn't trying to! I didn't wanna go to jail for murder! Just wanted to scare they asses! 
You see daddy came and got you and wiped your record clean you would have been straight. I would have hid the bodies. He laughed.
You wasn't there! You came after! I super would have been going down for murder. But I know how to shoot! I'm good. My daddy taught me.....he would have liked you. I smiled.
You think so?
Yeah your everything he always wanted for me. Honestly I think if he wasn't dieing I probably wouldn't have married David when I did. We rushed into it because I wanted my daddy to see me get married before he died. It was important for him to see me get married before he passed and walk me down the aisle. His biggest thing was him knowing that he handed his baby girl over to someone who he knows would love, cherish, protect, and provide for me for the rest of my life now that he's gone.
Damn that's deep: I'm sorry for your loss, when did he pass you don't mind me askin?
Early last year. January 4th will be 2 years. He had a long battle with Cancer.
Oh wow I'm sorry to hear that. You know fathers suppose to be a girls first love and I can tell he definitely was yours. Don't worry I got you now.
That makes me happy, since the only other family I have is my sister. My mom is out forever like I never want anything else to do with that lady again. 
I hear you bae, don't worry. Ima take care of you.
I truly believe you.
You should, I don't lie. You and my baby gone be straight.
Boyyyyyy! I laughed.
Ight, ight! Let me put one in you then. He pulled my legs sliding me down leaning over me to kiss me. 
Mmmhm we sure can practice. I laughed wrapping my arms around his neck kissing him back. 
Hope you ready to practice all night!