arranged marriage 2 /seoksoo/

                                    

                                          
It didn't take seokmin that much time to realize what he actually lost, if Joshua will be willing to give him a chance seokmin wanna make their marriage works since they aren't still divorced 
"Mom I fucked up" seokmin cried in his mother embrace 
The moment seokmin mother heard that Joshua left the house she comes to visit her son because she knows this will be something seokmin will regret but she was hoping it wouldn't get to that point 
"The important thing is you realized that now you can make it right" 
"Do you think he will forgive me, if I was him I wouldn't forgive me" 
"Whether he forgive you or not is his choice but what you can do is ask for forgiveness and work for it" 
"But I don't even know where he is?" 
"I do" 
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When a knock resonated in the house Joshua sat up from where he was lying with a confusion etched on his face and then another knock 
"Who can be here at this time" Joshua mumbled while going to open the door 
"Seokmin" there stood his husband and what the? Why the hell is he holding suitcase 
"What are you doing here, do I need to be there for the divorce procedure or something" seokmin didn't say anything except stare at him with this strange emotion in his eyes 
Then he did something Joshua didn't think he will ever do, seokmin hugged him like his life depends on it 
"I missed you" and that snapped Joshua from his shock and he immediately pushed seokmin away 
"What's wrong with you, you can't just barge in here and hug me or say nonsense like that" auch is this how Joshua felt when degraded him 
"I am here to apologize and gain your forgiveness" seokmin felt like he is an ant enfront of an elephant 
"Why, your girlfriend doesn't want you anymore" okay seokmin knows he deserves this he can't expect Joshua to welcome him easily 
"That's not- I- please just let me make it up to you" seokmin pleaded 
"You want to make it up to me?" Joshua asked 
"Yes" 
"Leave me the fuck alone then don't come here and disturb my peace you have done enough" saying that Joshua slammed the door in seokmin face 
When Joshua went out on the morning to go to his job he saw seokmin sleeping beside his door 
"Seokmin, seokmin hey please wake up" seokmin body is literally frozen 
Seokmin tried to open his eyes but he so feeling like he is in a Verge of dieing and then he passed out 
"Will he be okay" 
"Yes when he wakes up give him the medicine, it just cold noting will happen to him" 
"Okay thank you" 
Then darkness 
"When are you going to wake up you are worrying me" 
"Are you stupid how can you stay out in the cold" 
"I will kill you when you wake up" 
Again darkness 
"Please wake up, the doctor said noting will happen to you but I am scared" 
"Are you a sleeping beauty or what" 
"I will beat the shit out of you, you stupid human being" 
Seokmin tried so hard to open this eyes this time which went successful 
"You are awake" some one squeezed his body, what is happening, where is he, he glanced at the room and then the man who now let his body go while apologizing, 
"Joshua" he chocked out, the said man hurriedly give him a water 
"What happened?" He asked after he finished drinking the water 
"You decide to be a stupid hero from a movie and slept outside the house" Joshua said in a scolding and sulking manner 
"I am sorry" even tho seokmin is saying he is sorry he is happy this happened, now he can see Joshua still cares about him 
"Your not forgiven" Joshua glared at seokmin 
"I am serious, I am sorry for everything I have done, if you give me a chance I will do everything I can to make this right" 
"Why now?" Joshua asked the question that has been in his mind since seokmin come to his house 
"They say you realize how much you love someone when you lose them, I realized that the one I want are you no one else, please give a chance to prove it" 
"Okay I will, please don't make me regret it" Joshua asked in a broken voice 
"I won't" seokmin promised that day he will worship the ground Joshua walk in 
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"Is there a day you regret giving dad a chance papa" Joshua smiled at that 
"No not even once, your father had proved himself, he loved me more than anything" 
"Why are you talking about as it is in a past tense I still love you" seokmin complained 
"Sorry dear, your father loved me and still loves up until this day, happy" 
"Yes" saying that seokmin peaked Joshua cheek 
There are times Joshua and seokmin child regret being their child, the way they openly express their feeling towards each other in front of them, they don't know if they wanna find them adorable or disgusting but in the bigger picture they them self are really glad their papa give their dad a chance if not they wouldn't have a chance to see a love so pure