X's and O's

                                    

                                          
I tapped my foot anxiously in the elevator on the verge of crying again. The doors finally opened and I ran down the hallway and burst through the door. There was no sign of L. Or...anyone for that matter. "L!?" I called out into the empty room. All his screens were still showing their daily routines and he's sweets were piling up. "This is odd." I think to myself as I began to panic. I dart up stairs. "L?!" I call again. No answer. I check every room until I almost lose hope. I come to my room at the end of the hallway. I sigh and open the door and my heart skips a beat as I see L leaning against the window. His fore arms against the glass pane. I can see in the reflection of the window he's eyes are puffy. "L...baby, please." I beg as my lip quivers. My stomach is tied in knots and my heart feels heavy. He doesn't turn around. "I would never do that to you. You're the only one I care-" he cut me off. "What happened." He struggled to say as he swallowed the lump in he's throat. "He walked in, Namoi disappeared to the back. I told him if he need help with anything I was there, other than that I turned around to finish my shift." I said truthfully. "He pushed me against the wall and leaned over me. I ducked under his arms and told him I had a boyfriend. He said you didn't have to know and I told him to get out and that's when I called for Namoi but she didn't hear me. He then pinned me against the way and...well...you were a witness to what happened there. I tried to get him off but it was no use." I spoke truthfully. In the reflection of the window I saw a few more tears fall from his eyes. I knew it killed him to hear what Eric did. I knew L was very protective. "L..." I trailed off as I walked to him slowly. I wrapped my arms around his torso. It was easier since his hands were up and on the window. "L...I love you." I whispered to him as I cried. My face was buried in his back. It seemed like time stood still for a while until L slowly grabbed my arms and released my grip on him so he could turn around and hug me. His embrace was tight and he rested his chin on my head. "I love you Y/n." He quietly said back and I knew the word was new to him. The word was new to me also. I have never told anyone I loved them but my family members, but, I did really truly love L. I pulled my head off his chest and looked up at him. "Really?" I seemed as tears still fell and my body shook still with Adrenaline and anxiety of the previous event. L wiped the few tears away with his thumb and place his hand under my chin to lift my face to his more. "Yes." He said against my lips before he fully kissed me. 
                          
WARNING: If you wish not to read a lemon, skip to the next chapter, if you wish to read a lemon...please, continue reading. 
This is also a very very long chapter!
                          
This kiss was different it was rough in a perfect way. Like he was being dominate. L never failed to surprise me. He pushed against me with a force that wasn't hurting me but told me that he wanted me, he needed me. So I pushed back with mutual feeling. He held my waist and pulled me closer to him as he slowly opened his mouth. I followed his actions and I felt his tongue slowly enter my mouth and meet mine. We playfully fought until L won and explored my mouth in every inch. I in return snaked my hands up his arms and into his arm giving it a slight tug. L's hands carefully dropped to my hips. He pulled me against him more and walked forward. He walked me back until I felt the bed behind my legs and I fell back into the bed breaking the kiss. I looked up into he's hungry eyes of lust. "Tell me...tell me you want this." He said out of breath. I too was out of breath. "I want this." I spoke calmly as possible. He looked down at me and leaned down over me. His fore arms were on the bed, on on each side of my face as he was still standing. He kissing me passionately again before leaning back up. "I've never...done this...before." He admit still out of breath from the intense kissing. He's arms were shaking as he proper himself up to talk to me. "Me either." I whisper. I saw this look of relief in his eyes. "I don't think I could of stand the though of someone else being with you." He admitted with an innocent smile gaining his breath back. I reach my arm up and ruffle his hair and smile. "...I want to pleasure you...the right way...but I don't know how..." He trailed off. He looked more innocent than a child. I pulled him down closer to me by the collar o his shirt. Almost to where we were kissing. "Do want you think you should do, tell your heart tell you, L." He pulled away slightly and I saw his puzzled look. I chuckled. "You're heart. This thing right here." I teased and placed my hand right over his heart that was beating incredibly fast. "It's beating so fast." I state. He puts his hand over my heart. "As well as yours." He says with a the hint of a small. I pull him down and kiss him. I can feel his bulgy in his pants. I pull away to kiss down his neck and he climbs more on the bed and moves me up further to be more comfortable. I leaned up as, now, my legs are on either side of him. He pulls of his long sleeve and his pale skin his perfect and pure like untouched snow. He's toned and muscular. He isn't to built but he's still amazing to marvel at. He leans back down again as his body rest in between my legs and on top of me. He reaches for the bottom of my shirt the same time I do and he grabs my hand as he pulls them over my head and then returns back to the bottom of my shirt and pulls it up slowly to reveal my black bra and toned stomach. He lazily drops my shirt off the edge of the bed and kisses my neck all the way to my collarbone down in between my breast until he reaches my belly button. He looks up at him and sits up. "You're gorgeous." He states with this loving look in his eyes that makes me blush. "You're perfect." I reply. He smiles and sit up more to unbutton his pants before I swat his hands away and do it for him. He kicks his baggy blue jeans off his legs and gives me a smile to distract me from is struggles with his pants. He then starts to unbutton mine and my heart races faster than before, if that were even possible. He slips my pant leg off all the while kissing the bare skin it slowly reveals. From the top of my thigh, from where my black lace under starts all the way to my ankle. He throws my pants over his shoulder and carefully lays himself back on top of me, he looks at me and smiles. He brushes my bangs out of my face. "Is this what you want Y/n?..." He asks again with such curiosity. I comb my hand through his hair. "Yes." I say. "Is this what you want?" I ask. "More than anything." He kiss my forehead and leans up. "Besides my dear...I have a problem you need to fix." He smirks. I casually look down at his man hood that is poking out from his grey boxers. "A problem in did." I half laugh. "Do not worry my dove, I will be gentle." He says reassuringly. I see him reach forward and pull back the blankets. We get under the white covers and lay in the fresh sheets. He then gets his arm under my back and unhooks my bra. I blush more as me slowly pulls it off my arms and stares at me with both love and fascination. I attempt to cover myself before he holds me back. "I apologize for starring you are just so beautiful in every way." He says looking deep in my eyes. I blush harder. He pulls at the last piece of clothing guarding my entrance. At the same time I pull at the waist band of his boxers. He pulls my underwear off and runs his hand from my knee all the way to the outside of my hips. He finishes pulling off his boxers and his rather larger erection springs from its captivity. L puts a condom on and inches his way closer to me as he pulls me down by my hips. He gently teases me by rubbing the tip around my entrance. "L." I whined growing impatient. "Y/n...tell me you love me again." He stated. "What?...L, I love you." I said genuinely. I was a bit confused though. "You only love me?" He asked and placed the tip directly at my entrance. "Yes, you and only you." I gasped at the feeling of him against me. "You do not want anyone else?" He asked and went back to rubbing around me. "No, never in a million years. I only wish to have you." I confessed. "Good." He whispered he leaned down more and I left him inch himself into me. I gasped as there was a pain. I groaned and he tried to distract me with a kiss. Finally he was all the way inside and stopped. My heart was beating rapidly and I knew L's was too. He stayed perfectly still as I tried to get used to this strange and painfully pleasure. I shut my eyes tightly. "Go ahead." I said before I lost courage to say it. L knew what I meant and slowly pulled out. I winced and held on to his shoulders. "I'm sorry." He said frowning. "No...no your fine. It'll pass." I say trying to smile at him. He holds a frown. He continues slowly pumping in and out and by no time the pain was more bearable and actually more enjoyable. I gasped as L realize he could move a bit more freely and begin picking up speed a little bit. He held my hips as he pushed himself into me making every thrust count. I gripped the sheets. "Oh L!" I moan letting it escape my mouth. He quickly looked up at me and smiled. I immediately knew he was drunk off of love and the sound of hearing his name moaned to him. He pushed a bit deeper and I moaned again which collided with his deep moan. "Y-Y/n." He let out a breathy sigh and leaned over me kissing me. Our breath was hitched and we were slightly panting, he rested his forehead against mine. "You're mine." He seemed to growl in a raspy voice. I ran my nails down his back and he groan in excitement. "You're mine." I managed to reply. He sat up and picked up speed. "L!" I called. "AH!" I arched my back in pleasure. He ran one of his hands up from my stomach to my chest, through my breast and stopped as it was placed behind my neck. He pulled my up slightly as he leaned down to kissing my lustfully, still in a steamy, sloppy make out. He pulled away and slowed down. I was out of breath and so was he. He looked down at me and I reached my hand to him as he intertwined his hand with mine. We smiled at each other as he picked up speed once again. After a while he hit a spot that made everything even more pleasurable. "OH, L!" I now shouted. He moaned. "Say..it..again." He demanded. His hair was now moist with sweat. His chest was a bit shiny from sweat too. I'm sure I looked no different. "Say...my name." He repeated and picking up more speed hitting the same spot. "L, oh L, right there!" I almost couldn't get the words out of my mouth. "Louder." He demanded. He leaned down and kissed my neck I gripping his muscular back. "O-oh L." I moaned right in his ear. I pled a boy in his arm gaining yet another moan. I started kissing his neck. I deciding to leave a hickey just above his collar bone. I felt my stomachs behind to tighten and his manhood began to get a bit harder. "L oh...mmmmmmm." I moaned right in his ear again and he lost it, a warm sensation filling up the condom and I lost it too. He pushed deeper into me and waited. He now slowly begin pumping in and out before pulling out completely. He collapsed right on top of me. I brushed his wet hair that clung to his forehead out of his face. We were panting in sync. He hugged my tightly as he laid on top of me.