Chapter 39

                                    

                                          
May 19th 2024
Chicago IL
Beyonce
Megan just got off the stage for her 4th tour date of her tour, and she killed it. Because of all the shit that has happened recently I let the kids homeschool for the last month, so they are on tour with us. 
They usually stay and watch backstage, or we watch from a private box upstairs. The twins are a little too young for her shows, so they usually have their headphones and iPads with them, though Rumi gets up to dance to Cognac Queen every time without fail. She loves that dance. The show is amazing and I'm so proud of her. 
My only complaint is having to watch an arena full of over 13,000 people feen over my girlfriend. I don't blame them though because Megan is fine as fuck, which is why I had to get right and snatch her off the market but like still. She even has gay men feening over her sexy ass. 
Megan is currently changing into some comfy clothes, and we are about to head back to the hotel before we get on a plane in the morning to head to New York. The kids really like riding in the tour bus, so we decided that we were gonna ride the bus for most of the tour, but nobody wants to be on a moving bus for 11 hours, so we decided to fly. 
I've been really thinking lately, and I'm ready to take that next step with Megan. We've basically been together for 4 years, and I know she's the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I already have a proposal planned out, and a ring. I can't wait to see her face. 
Right now though, I want to have the kids talk with her. Megan always expressed wanting like 5 kids, and I don't know if that has changed since Blue, Rumi, and Sir have come into the picture. She loves them like her own and I know they love her like she's their biological parent. 
Recently I've been having dreams about adding one more baby to the bunch, and to be honest I really do want to have a kid with Megan. I wanna grow our family. 
I feel like we are missing something, and I feel like one more kid will really make us whole. Having a little Megan running around, watching Rumi and Sir be big siblings for the first time, Blue being a big sister again all just makes my heart swell. 
I decide to call Kelly to see what I should do. 
"Hey girl what's up" her voice comes through the phone. 
"Hey girl, I have a dilemma" no pun intended. 
"What is it" she asked. 
"I think I wanna have a kid with Megan" I explain. 
"That's great, what the issue" she asked with a confused tone. 
"I don't know, I'm just scared to talk to her about it" I don't know why because I would be fine if she said no as well. 
"Well do you want another kid" she asked. 
"Yeah, I mean I would love to have a kid with Megan, but I don't know if she wants that" I whine. 
"Well, the only way to find out is to ask her, y'all have to talk about it at some point" I sigh cause I know she's right. 
"You're right Kels. I'll talk to her" we talk for a little longer before eventually saying our goodbyes. Soon enough Megan was ready to go. 
"Hey baby, can we talk before we go" she nodded, and she came over to sit next to me, pulling me into her lap. 
"What is it mama" she asked, kissing my shoulder. She looked so pretty with her natural hair in a puff and no makeup on. 
"I kinda wanted to talk to you about kids" I said nervously, and she looked at me confused. 
"What about the kids" she asked. 
"No, not the kids. I wanted to talk to you about kids, and how you felt about expanding our family" I looked her in the eye as she rubbed her hand up and down my thigh. 
"I mean, how do you feel about it, because we already have 3" I smiled at the fact that she said we already had 3 kids. It's really reassuring to know that if she did want more kids, she would see all of them equally. 
"I mean, I kinda feel like we need one more for our family to be complete. I would really like to have a little Megan running around the house" I giggled a little at the thought of us having a little one running around. I look up at her and she smiles at me. 
"I'm glad you think that way, because I was kinda feeling the same way, I just didn't know how to bring it up without it sounding like I wanted a kid of my own. I didn't want it to seem like I didn't see our babies now as my own because I completely and wholeheartedly do. I love those kids with everything in me" I smile at her because I love how she loves our babies. Nobody can tell her that those aren't her kids, and that's how it should be. 
"That's good to know" I peck her lips before getting up and helping her up as well. I interlock our fingers, and we make our way to the lounge where the kids are waiting for us. 
"Hi babies, y'all ready to go" I ask and Blue and Rumi both nod before getting up. Sir was sleeping so Megan picked him up and covered him with his blanket. I grabbed Rumi and Blue's hand, and we headed to our car. 
One day there will be six of us instead of five, and I can't wait.
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They are moving forward. What do y'all think about them expanding their family? Do y'all think the kids will be happy? What did y'all think about Bey having a proposal ready? Did y'all think Megan was gonna propose first, do you still think Meg will beat her to it? Leave a comment and I hope y'all enjoyed. 
Thoughts?
Megan
Beyonce