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Jimin woke up around noon. Groggily he shot a text to Namjoon asking him if everything is good and that he can handle the decorations and stuff for Jungkook's birthday party. He profusely apologized that he can't be much of help as Jungkook will come to know.
Jimin kept playing with Jungkook's hair watching him sleep as he blushed at how forward he was last night. He realized Jungkook truly brought out the his real self. For once he didn't care about how he was perceived as he knew that he will be accepted by his boyfriend. 
Jimin kisssd Jungkook's forehead and got up. Jungkook immediately grumbling and snuggling closer. "I'm going to freshen up and make us some food." 
"Hmmm okay." 
Jimin quickly freshening up and make two servings of ramen. Jimin had already brought Jungkook's gift and kept it in Tae's room with the decorations. Quickly slipping out he knocked on Namjoon's door and dropped the items. 
By the time Jimin returned, he heard Jungkook getting up and going to the bathroom. Jungkook back hugging Jimin as soon as he came into the kitchen. "It feels so domestic doesn't it Jimina? I can totally imagine how it would be in 10 years from now." 
Jimin stiffens as soon as he hears that. His mind panicking, telling him what if it ends and they both end up hurt. He tried to calm himself but nothing seems to help. He immediately turns around in Jungkook's arms and hugs him tightly. 
"Jimina are you okay? What happened? Please talk to me." Jungkook as he rubbed his back.
"You're so sweet Kookie. I don't deserve you." Jimin said as tears rolled down his cheeks and onto Jungkook's t-shirt. 
"You deserve the best Jiminie. You have no idea how amazing and beautiful you are." Jungkook said as he started humming hoping it will calm Jimin.
"We will make it Jimina and trust me when I say this, you're the best things that's ever happened to me. I-I lo- really like you a lot." Jungkook wanted to tell him that he loved him but now was not the time. He knew Jimin had a hard time believing that things are going to well and he tends to get overwhelmed and worried. 
Jimin blushed, "Thank you Kookie. I really like you too. Come let's seat before the ramen gets soggy."
Soon they say at the table and began eating. Jimin kept breathing but was lost in his thoughts and Jungkook let him knowing fully well that he'll share him as soon as he's ready. 
After they finished Jungkook took both the bowls, washed them and returned beside Jimin, taking his hand. "You know when I was in 3rd grade, a kid shoved me from the swings and went to started playing on it. I was very upset and started crying but when I complained to the teacher, she scolded both of us for fighting."
 "When I got home, my brother made fun of me for crying but my mom and dad sat me down and told her that I didn't nothing wrong although I should learn to share as I had been on the swing everyday during recess. They also told me that it's okay to cry and it's good that I didn't fight back. And my brother got it from my dad for making fun of me when I was vulnerable. They always encourage me to be myself and always regulate my emotions properly." 
"That's so sweet Kookie. I wish I had your parents while growing up. I had a privileged childhood like my mom always brought me things before I could I them. Yet there was this hollow feeling cause my parents always brushed everything under the rug." Jimin laughed sadly.
"Worst part is that my dad doesn't even care about me it's okay about what my grandma thinks. He always likes to compare me to others. Somehow in his twisted mind that will motivate me to do better in life."