Chapter 39

                                    

                                          
Mariin akong napapikit nang bumulwak ang dugo ng lalaki. His head flew from his body as I smiled sweetly. 50 down, thousands to go. 
Mabilis pa sa alas kwatrong hinarap ko ang paatakeng lalaki, nabigla ito sa kagyat kong galaw kaya nama'y hindi ito nakailag nang brutal kong itinarak sa kanya ang hawak kong sandata. 
My breathing became unstable because of the overwhelming pleasure that I feel right now.
This is what I'm looking for in this world. Massacre, killing, murdering.
Walang pagdadalawang isip kong sinipa sa dibdib ang isang kawal, nabuwal ito sa kinatatayuan at naghihingalong bumagsak. "M-maawa po kayo, may pamilya pa po akong naghihintay sa-" I grab his sword from his hand as I swiftly stab my sharp stick straight to his throat.
"Maawa? Wala sa diksiyonaryo ko ang salitang awa. If you want to, I can also kill your family so that you'll still be together on heaven.." I chuckled. " I mean on hell." Wika ko sa bangkay. I happily watched how his blood scattered on the cold ground.
Itinapon ko ang matulis na kahoy, since it's already soaked with blood. I proudly watched how the lion bit someone's head off his body, he mercilessly scratched a random person's face before fully biting his head.
At dahil dakilang maarte si Zera, iniluwa nya lamang ang mga ito at hindi nilulunok. 
"Fuck!" I winced in pain when something sharp prick the side of my waist. Napahawak ako sa aking gilid as I tried stopping more blood from flowing.
"Amara?! Why in the hell are you here?" Sa kabila ng nararamdamang sakit ay nakuha ko pa ring ngumisi, Drake. 
"The psycho slash fucking stalker is here, I see." Nang-uuyam kong saad.
Ipinagsawalang bahala nito ang aking sinabi. He immediately walk towards me, staring at the side of my waist. "Tangina, I didn't mean to hurt you, masakit ba?" Nag-aalala nitong tanong. 
"Ay hindi, parang kagat lang ng langgam." Hindi ako makapaniwalang nakuha ko pa talagang magbiro. Napangiwi ako nang kumirot na naman ang aking sugat.
"Don't make me worry like this again, kitten. Come with me for a bit, I'll let someone treat you." His voice are a bit shaky, while his hands are trembling.
He's mumbling endlessly on how sorry he is for stabbing me accidentally.
"Amara, follow me." Tumalikod ito. And that's where I found a great timing. Itinaas ko ang hawak na espada at walang pagdadalawang isip na itinuon ito sa kanyang direksyon. I aimed for his chest, ngunit parang nakaramdam ata ang lalaki kaya nama'y umilag ito. Unfortunately, the sword just struck his shoulder.
Humarap ito sa akin. I could see a pain and betrayal dancing on his eyes. "Why?" Mahina nitong tanong na sapat lamang upang marinig ko.
He didn't bother paying attention on his wound, nanatili lamang itong nakatingin sa akin.
"Why? Why not? You think I would just sit still after everything that I've been through because of you? Matapos ng lahat ng ginawa mo?" Nasusuklam kong saad, I gritted my teeth.
Nanghihina syang lumapit sa akin dahilan upang mas higpitan ko ang hawak sa espada. "I only did that because I love you, Amara! Can't you see? Ako lang ang totoong nagmamahal sayo, ako lang ang totoong kailangan mo! You don't need them, we don't need them! Why can't you just accept it?" Bumabagsak man ang ulan ngunit napansin ko pa rin kung paanong magbagsakan din ang kanyang luha. His eyes are bloodshot, magulo ang buhok, habang nanginginig ang buong katawan. 
Pagak akong napatawa sa narinig. "Love? Kidnapping, stalking, and locking me up is love for you? Kung ganiyan naman pala ang putanginang pag-ibig na 'yan, puwes magkamatayan man ay hinding-hindi ko iyan tatanggapin!" I could feel the raging anger on my system, and I promise, all I can see is red.
This man in front of me should die.
"Tingnan mo ang paligid mo ngayon Amara." His voice changed, boses na parang nagmula sa kailaliman ng lupa. He roamed his eyes around with a wicked smile. "Look around, who caused this catastrophe? ME. And why do you think I did that? Para 'yan sa nakakaputang pagmamahal ko sa'yo! I badly want you, need you, I will seize my brother's throne and offer it to you. I did all of this for you, Amara. At ito lang ang igaganti mo?" He was deadly mad. 
Pinantayan ko ang nagbabaga nyang tingin. "I never wanted those things." I replied in a hush tone.
Nakuha noon ang atensyon nya. "Then.. then what do you want? What do you want, hmm? Please, kitten? Tell me what do you want? A-ano bang kailangan mo, anong gusto mo? I will give it to you." Masuyo nitong sabi gamit ang desperadong boses. 
Napaayos ako nang tayo sa sinabi nya. I smirked at his remarks. "I want you.. to die." Saad ko sa mahinahong boses.
And I could feel how Drake's world suddenly stopped, napatulala ito. "My.. death?" He whispered to himself. 
"Yes, your death. Maibibigay mo ba iyon sa akin?" I sweetly asked the man.
Hindi ko ipinahalata ang aking gulat nang binitawan nito ang kanyang hawak na sandata. The rain drops dropped as his sword also dropped. With his head down, he kneeled.
Drake kneeled. Parang isang tutang hinihintay ang parusa ng kanyang amo.
"If killing me means being loved by you, then go on and have my head, Amara." His low voice screamed agony.
Sure. 
Walang emosyon ko syang nilapitan. I looked at him like he's just some kind of an irrelevant pest, ready to be trampled on.
Walang pag-aalinlangan kong hinugot ang aking espada. I was about to cut this man's head off when someone suddenly shouted from behind me.
"Amara, pakiusap itigil mo 'yan!" Luther's voice echoed all throughout the  place. Marahas kong sinuklay ang basang buhok sa inis. 
"Biruin mo, the Emperor still cared for you, a fucking traitor." I sarcastically said to Drake. Hindi ito gumalaw mula sa pagkakayuko kaya nama'y tinalikuran ko na lang.
Uunahin ko na lamang ang kanyang kapatid bago sya. "No.." I stopped midway. "No, don't leave. I need you to kill me so that you'll finally love me."
Napatawa ako sa kanyang inasal. "Chill, babalikan naman kita mamaya e. Just let me finish that brother of yours." I smiled like a real devil.
Oh well, this is more exciting than what I thought.
Walang habas kong pinagsasaksak ang kung sino mang kawal na madadaanan ng aking espada. Bloods scatter everywhere. Nanatili ang tingin ko sa nakatayong Emperor habang pinagpupugutan ng ulo ang mga taong nasa aking daan.
My steps became fast, and before I even know it, patakbo na akong tumungo sa kinaroroonan ni Luther habang walang takas naman sa aking espada ang mga kawal. 
I sliced someone's neck before I successful stand in front of the demonic Emperor. 
"Well, hello there, my Emperor." I sarcastically said before holding my blood soaked dress, showing a cynical curtsy.