Chapter 5

                                    

                                          
SA'NAI P.O.V.
I don't know why I let them idiots talk me into drinking. Baby I was twisted. It was going on 3am, and we all had to be to work by 7:30am. I giggled to myself after pulling into the driveway I was so drunk. I popped Tori boyfriend well exboyfriend tires, and busted his windows out, and spray painted his car. Writing cheater all over it since she didn't wanna wake him up to come outside. Then the bitch went in the house and put on a show like I'm not the one who just did all that. I laughed so hard. 
I was tripping over my feet laughing as I was coming into the house. I was tryna be quiet but I couldn't I kept laughing. Owe I was gonna regret this at work tomorrow. 
I heard moaning but I thought I was tripping I had to be trippin. David was sleeping. On the couch. I seen the cover pulled over his hoodie. I stood over him for a second the more I looked the more I think I'm trippin it looked like a pillow instead of a human body. I'm tired and tripping and drunk I'm going upstairs. 
I fell right in the bed the whole room was spinning. 

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My alarm clock went off making my head hurt. My shit was spinning. I hit the alarm and got up growning. I still had all my clothes on, heels and all. I took my stuff off dreading every second of my life. I got in the shower and the hot water felt amazing on my body. 
Why would we drink on a school night! I got out and stood in the mirror for a second thinking about calling off. I had to pull myself together quick! My babies need me! 
I started brushing my teeth and David came in the bathroom. He kissed my cheek and I moved my face before his lips could touch me all the way. 
I'm sorry! I plead as he wrapped his arms around my waist and tried to kiss my neck. "I was just upset these past few days. I'm sorry I took my anger out on you. You still ovulating?"
David you know I'm not! Move! I pushed his hands off of me and moved from under him. "If you catching attitudes and all that shit cause you don't wanna have kids just say that."
I do bae, you know you could have fertility issues...I'm sorry and I apologize. Come on let me bend you over real quick and make it all better. 
I don't want no dick! I want a real as fuckin apology from you. You been on some weird shit. 
Baby I'm sorry!
That's the best you got? I asked folding my arms. 
Yeah, no....I'll see you when you get off work. Meet me at Duffs when you get off. We can eat and talk. 
Whatever David. I walked away from him and went into my closet closing my door behind him. I put on this cute long light pink dress with a light blue jean jacket. I slipped on my classic khaki raffia sandals. I looked so cute. I quickly did my make up because I was running out of time and fixed the ends my curls a bit. 
When I opened my closet door, David was in the shower still. Would I be reaching if I think my husband is reading someone else and that's why he started arguments or he doesn't want a baby. He always has an excuse when he knows im ovulating and we should be trying. Then when im not ovulating anymore that's when he wants to jump my bones. I been had that as a thought but now im really starting to think it, and its making me not want kids anymore. Hopefully Winter has a baby soon and that'll be my baby. I need to call her I haven't heard from her in days. 
I grabbed my bags from the couch and left the house. I didn't even bother to say bye to my mom since hearing the water running in the bathroom and her tv was loud. 
I popped a few Tylenol before getting out the car. I was so late. I parked in my usual parking spot and an all white Benz with blacked out windows was pulling up. Alix got out the car smiling hard. "Hi Mrs. Walker!" He waved smiling hard.