night changes.

                                    

                                          
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"how fast did the night change, did it?" 
Niki's voice echoed through the cemetary, where he knelt down in front of a gravestone, placing flowers all around the grave, especially dandelions, because they were her favorite.
"it seemed to be yesterday when I met you."


"hi, my name is Lee Y/N! and you are?"  a girl the same as as him flashed a smile at him while holding out her hand.
"Nishimura Riki, but you can call me Niki," he replied, taking her hand and shaking it gently.
"well nice to meet you, Niki," Y/N exclaimed, "do you wanna come slide with me?"
"okay," he followed the girl, the two running towards the slide.


"damn, Niki, stop slacking off," she chuckled at him as he struggled on his homework. 
"does Mrs. Kang want to kill the fuck out of me or something?" the boy whined dramatically.
"this is South Korea for a reason, Kiki," she laughed, "if you can't handle school work, move to the States or something."
"I can't even speak English," Niki pouted.
"well then learn," Y/N's angelic laugh echoed through the tiny bedroom again, "don't worry, English isn't hard."
"says the one born in the States," Niki sarcastically replied, "of course it would be easy for you."
"well I can't control where I'm born, can I?" the girl replied back.
"nah, just pray to God or something," Niki laughed.


"it felt like as if it was yesterday where we laughed our asses off of everything, my Y/Nnie," Niki whispered, tears falling down his cheeks as he gently ran his fingers over the smooth surface of the tombstone.
"you are so loved," Niki said softly, "why did you have to do it to yourself?"

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lesson y'all.
let's just say, I'm still heartbroken over one of my favorite artists who was a big part of my childhood: Liam Payne. although he shined so brightly and everyone loved him, he was struggling with himself on the inside constantly. 
so please, take care of your mental and physical health, always <333
grades, colleges, jobs, etc. these things are just small parts of your life.
the most important part is your body.
take care of yourselves, alright? <333
Clarisse
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