Chapter 43💕

                                    

                                          
We came in one restaurant, Jungkook led me in by my hand
Oh mr. Jeon welcome, some young waiters smiled at him, waving by her lashes
I sighed and followed them inside
We sat down and she was handed their menu to us. 
I opened it, but still was staring at Jungkook who was looking in the menu and the waiters who didn't took her eyes from him. 
Well, we will drink some wine and..
I can't drink wine, Jungkook. I said with my eyes pinned in the menu
Oh, yes. True. So I will ask for glass of watter and some sodas, thanks
She left and Jungkook grabbed my hand
What you will eat, sweetie?
I was biting my tongue. I don't know. Maybe some steak and vegetable, or maybe only some salad. I can't eat so much
Jimin, you need to eat properly, when you breasfeeding. 
Hm, so some steak and vegetable
Fine
And frenchfries
OK
Any maybe a some soup
Of course, sweetie
And the chocolate cake
Anything
With icecream
Sure
I looked at him and saw him smirking. 
When we finished our dinner, Jungkook pay the bill and we left
Can we walk? I asked 
He nodded, grabbed my hand and led me somewhere. 
Jungkook, I started when we were walking in some park. I was standing with my back to him, lean on some railings around some small lake in the park where he took me.
I left because I was scared that when I will stay here, you will hate me, because I decided to keep our baby. 
When I came in LA I wanted immediatelly came back to you and tell you everything. 
But I was so scared. So I was coward and decided to stay away from you, hide in LA
Then you came on your birthday and then at mine and I was a little from tell you the true, but you started to talk about my career when I will come back and I again lost my courage.
Then a lot of things happened. I finished my trainee program and was ready to come back to you. 
I only want to tell you, that I'm sorry for set you aside from my life for a while, I'm sorry I lied to you and I'm sorry I didn't told you that your son was born and you musted to wait for three months then you could saw him. 
I beg you for your forgivness and I want to tell you that I love you and never will leave you again, when you will want to keep me, us. Keep us
I turned around and gasped when I looked at him. 
Jimin, you are my first real love. And surelly my last one. I'm also sorry for everything what I cause to you. 
It wasn't your fault and the coward here was me. But I'm not anymore. Here is nothing to forgive you. You were right and I'm happy that you are so strong and did what you did. I will forever gratefull to you for fight against me and that you brought our son on this world.
I would never let you go away, Jimin. 
Can we please made a huge fat line behind this and start over?