Chapter 46- James

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Day 30

2 AM

Where do I begin?

Crying off my face again.

The silent sound of loneliness wants to follow me again.

I don't want to cry, but I am baby, I am so sorry I am so weak, I should be stronger than that, for you. But it has been a month, and writing you these letters every day calms me a little bit, it's like I am talking to you because I know you'll read them when you wake up.

But it's been a month and usually the longer you stay in a coma the harder it will be for you to wake up, so yeah I'm petrified because I am nothing without you.

I'm the shadow of the person I used to be now.

I've been calling your number to hear your voice in your voicemail.

It's dumb, I know.

I miss you so fucking much butterfly.

I love you.

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