(ch 14)

                                    

                                          
As the doctors moved here & there constantly checking upon Rani , Rai felt a wave of nostalgia.
(Rai- in his mind, with people Rani - in her mind, with people)
Why i feel that....that i know her ! I had not seen her properly, her face was covered with blood, scars & many marks but her touch!
It felt as if I had a connection with her 
Do i know her & how did she even ended up with that guy? 
Doctor - sir the patient is now in her senses, but is in sleep but when she wakes up I'll suggest you not to ask many questions, it may triggers her up
Yes sir , I can meet her
Absolutely 
When the doctor said that she's in her senses a breeze of relief passed through me
As i entered the room, I saw her, the sun rays were covering her face ,she seems as a STAR 
Whattt Is she my....my star no noo , but...
My legs were cemented to the ground & my heart pounding in my chest
I was shocked to see her how did she came to Delhi? She had long ago left for tamilnadu for aunty's treatment  & what was she doing with that kartik , wait kartik had hit her !?, I'm going to be his death for sure , how could he even dare to touch her !?  
Suddenly my blood felt as if it was boiling & I felt as if , as if I was out of breathe, how can he .... I'll kill him!
But Where's aunty? Is she ok? 
The questions were blooming inside me like anything 
she was swinging between life & death & when she came to her senses,then  she....she chose to attempt suicide!?whyyy
Some bittersweet, old memories came in front of my eyes
Flashback 
One day they were playing some games
& The situation was that , in the game Rani had to choose between attempting suicide & fighting  
Rani - I'll rather die while fighting but I'll never ever give up! & Attempting suicide means giving up on your hopes, on your dreams.
What happened Rani why...why you....
I was not able to utter anything, I was terrified 
Tears stared flowing through my cheeks, i felt as if..... I lost my everything , the most important question is that what if ..... What if she says she doesn't know me!?
The thoughts of her not knowing me gripped me with fear
I couldn't bear it-the fact that her eyes which once had love for me , might look at me with unfamiliarity 
Was she... Opening her eyes, yes she's... she's finally in her senses ohh God my star is fine now 
Sta... No noo Rai what are you doing?first let's just hope that she remembers you, indeed it's a long time
As i stood there rooted she gradually & carefully opened her eyes , ohh God how can her eyes look so beautiful , stop it Rai , for God sake focus on the fact that she even knows you or not first!
she was looking in my eyes & I'm scared about the fact that I'm no longer in her memory 
She must remember me , remember us ,our fights, our laugh 
"The promises" she can't forget , she can't forget me......
Gathering every ounce of courage, I took a step
Rani are you ok now?
Is he.... Rao no he can't! i... Was how am I here where's mama papa 
& Kartik is he here too, he'll kill me, what will i do , Rao remembers me?, how's he here?
Ranii , do you need anything?
No..... noo
Do you know me?
Ye....s why will I forgot you
Then who am I Rani?
Ra.....Rao
I couldn't hold the flood of emotions anymore , there was a wave of relief stopping my uncontrollable overthinking & fear
It was as if time had stopped that one word - my name 
Ughhh she do remember yayyy
The walls of fear that were suffocating me are now no wher to be seen
Rao umm where am I , ka...kartik....?
Yes what are you doing here, how all this happened, see yourself you have got so many injuries, where's aunty & kartik how do you even know him?& Why  Rani why you attempted suicide 
Rao i...i...
I'm sorry I asked numerous questions in one breathe only but Rani I was terrified to see you like this please take your time but tell me please

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